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I know no one reads this.
I’m just talking to a wall.
Most times I wonder,
If anyone cared at all.
I know no one reads this,
And it is just another reason.
To end my life,
And end the bleeding.
I know no one reads this,
But, I just don’t care.
It makes me feel better,
With my thoughts are out there.
I know no one reads this,
And believe me I try.
But, I’m just writing stuff,
That will be read out when I die.
I know no one reads this,
But I try to make sense,
Of all of my problems,
I can use to my defense.
I know no one reads this,
Cause if you did, you’d understand,
Just what it takes,
For me to feel like a man.
I know no one reads this,
And ******** you for it.
I showed all the warning signs,
But you ******** ignored it.
I know no one reads this,
And I’m glad too.
Cause if you did,
I’d a required 20 yards from you.
I know no one reads this,
And you’ll be hurting in the end.
Because suicide isn’t painless,
When you couldn’t save your friend.
I know no one reads this.
Believe me its true.
You know why,
I do the things I do.
I know no one reads this,
And this is my final goodbye.
If only you read this,
You just might see why.