02/26/10 Candle 'Sick and Tired':
The song fits a little too well. I really am sick and tired of being tired. Valentines day my cat died. Downhill since then. and wednesday I went to bed with a soore throat(just thought I was thirsty) woke up with it worse, went to school, wanted to kill someone. Realized I was annoying one of my friends, and I guess that's where the line that says,"I'd be lying if I told you losing you was something I could handle," comes in. This just fits my life right now. I'm not sure if that's really a good thing. Ironically enough this is all happening in February, song says the month, and I honestly thought February was a good month for me, and I'm just sick and tired of being sick and tired. Lord help me.
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05/11/09 How To Save a Life:
Sorry.
~Sorry, I don't know why you're not talking to me.
~Sorry, I can't get you through any of this I'm not cut out to help you, I wish I was, though.
~Sorry, I let you take advantage of me, but you ended up with the heart break. Yet, oddly I'm okay with that.
~Sorry, your sooooo annoying.
~Joey, if you exist, I'm sorry you were put through that, I should've stopped it, had I known... I didn't wanna lose you.
~Jordie you too... I apologize, sincerely.
Sorry, I couldn't keep some of you as my friends, I can't help it now.
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12/15/08 Angels On The Moon:
This song applies to how I've been most of my life. First Part, "Do you dream, that the world will know your name?" It reminds me of how people want to be remembered so that it seems that they existed. "And do you care, about all the little things or anything at all?" People caring too much or too little about life. "I wanna sunburn, just to know that I'm alive," I'm scared of not being able to do these things when I'm gone. "Don't tell me if I'm dying, 'cause I don't wanna know." I don't wanna know if you think the world is gonna end...I don't wanna know when the end of anything is going to come. It's a song saying,"Live life to the fullest and don't worry to much about the little things and be careful to worry the right amount. Enjoy every single experience, because you'll wish you had later on."
People keep telling me exactly this...and sometimes I have to tell myself.
Beautiful song hope you enjoy, and cherish, it.
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09/11/08 When The Hero Dies:
Okay today was unexpected at the least, it wasn't so much clockwork today. Today we had a 2 hour delay, and during second period we had an "assembly" in the quad. As we stood quietly listening to the principle telling us everything he could about this day, I contemplated every word. We bowed our heads in silence, and as I looked up, I had tears in my eyes when I saw the six men ready to serve the US in a moments notice, none of them were over twenty-five...and I know there were, and still are, many more. They truly are heroes. From the ones in the planes, to the ones in Iraq, back to the six that were standing before me and one-thousand other students. They are truly heroes. I chose When the Hero Dies but I couldn't find it on playlist.com, so, I chose "Love Remains the Same" because it says, "...drink to all that we have lost, mistake that we have made..." and America has made many mistakes and lost so much recently. And if you think about it, it applies to a lot of what I said.
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09/10/08 Technologic:
At this point in time everything feels like clockwork; wake up,get ready, go to school, period 1,2,3,4,5,6,7, come home, homework, sleep, *repeat in a zombie like state*
I mean come on. Well I picked this song because it reminds me of clockwork it repeats everything you can do with one thing, so Technologic was a good choice for this.
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08/18/08 Wake Me Up When September Ends:
Summer truly has come and past, and nothing better can describe what I'm feeling right now than this song. Okay, sure it has to do with going to war and other things but for those of you that have a school day coming up tomorrow or in another week or two can surely feel for me.
The song fits a little too well. I really am sick and tired of being tired. Valentines day my cat died. Downhill since then. and wednesday I went to bed with a soore throat(just thought I was thirsty) woke up with it worse, went to school, wanted to kill someone. Realized I was annoying one of my friends, and I guess that's where the line that says,"I'd be lying if I told you losing you was something I could handle," comes in. This just fits my life right now. I'm not sure if that's really a good thing. Ironically enough this is all happening in February, song says the month, and I honestly thought February was a good month for me, and I'm just sick and tired of being sick and tired. Lord help me.
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05/11/09 How To Save a Life:
Sorry.
~Sorry, I don't know why you're not talking to me.
~Sorry, I can't get you through any of this I'm not cut out to help you, I wish I was, though.
~Sorry, I let you take advantage of me, but you ended up with the heart break. Yet, oddly I'm okay with that.
~Sorry, your sooooo annoying.
~Joey, if you exist, I'm sorry you were put through that, I should've stopped it, had I known... I didn't wanna lose you.
~Jordie you too... I apologize, sincerely.
Sorry, I couldn't keep some of you as my friends, I can't help it now.
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12/15/08 Angels On The Moon:
This song applies to how I've been most of my life. First Part, "Do you dream, that the world will know your name?" It reminds me of how people want to be remembered so that it seems that they existed. "And do you care, about all the little things or anything at all?" People caring too much or too little about life. "I wanna sunburn, just to know that I'm alive," I'm scared of not being able to do these things when I'm gone. "Don't tell me if I'm dying, 'cause I don't wanna know." I don't wanna know if you think the world is gonna end...I don't wanna know when the end of anything is going to come. It's a song saying,"Live life to the fullest and don't worry to much about the little things and be careful to worry the right amount. Enjoy every single experience, because you'll wish you had later on."
People keep telling me exactly this...and sometimes I have to tell myself.
Beautiful song hope you enjoy, and cherish, it.
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09/11/08 When The Hero Dies:
Okay today was unexpected at the least, it wasn't so much clockwork today. Today we had a 2 hour delay, and during second period we had an "assembly" in the quad. As we stood quietly listening to the principle telling us everything he could about this day, I contemplated every word. We bowed our heads in silence, and as I looked up, I had tears in my eyes when I saw the six men ready to serve the US in a moments notice, none of them were over twenty-five...and I know there were, and still are, many more. They truly are heroes. From the ones in the planes, to the ones in Iraq, back to the six that were standing before me and one-thousand other students. They are truly heroes. I chose When the Hero Dies but I couldn't find it on playlist.com, so, I chose "Love Remains the Same" because it says, "...drink to all that we have lost, mistake that we have made..." and America has made many mistakes and lost so much recently. And if you think about it, it applies to a lot of what I said.
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09/10/08 Technologic:
At this point in time everything feels like clockwork; wake up,get ready, go to school, period 1,2,3,4,5,6,7, come home, homework, sleep, *repeat in a zombie like state*
I mean come on. Well I picked this song because it reminds me of clockwork it repeats everything you can do with one thing, so Technologic was a good choice for this.
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08/18/08 Wake Me Up When September Ends:
Summer truly has come and past, and nothing better can describe what I'm feeling right now than this song. Okay, sure it has to do with going to war and other things but for those of you that have a school day coming up tomorrow or in another week or two can surely feel for me.
