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ello,
my sholder is going to fall off (arm coming with it). I don't know why it's doing this again but since last summer it does it on and off every couple of months and this is definately the worst it was been. Been playing the flute more then usual, i found an awesome sheet music site (only for flutes) i'm so excited my mom and dad split the cost and are getting me Xenosaga and a ps2 for my birthday.
I lost the locket my best friend gave to me the very same day i got it, bad thing is i lost it in the riding pasture so it will be hard to find. but lets hope i do.
i haven't been sleeping very well the past few nights i don't know why but i haven't.
i need to think up a ne story for my fanfic account it's feeling awfully lonely.
No Brand Con is coming up and i shall be going as England again, i hope to make my first cosplay (Rubedo) by myself sometime if i can find a good pattern for the coat. The pattern on the back of the coat and the pattern on the chaps will be pretty hard...and the belt buckle. the wig wont be that hard and if i have to i will cut my hair for it. Olivia will go as Chaos with me, she has dark skin so it will look good.
ugh i wrote a lot today i've been pretty good on writing everyday which i am proud of, even though i know nobody reads this.
Ahh life sometimes i wish i could stop it, or if something really interesting would happen.
"She" is being adopted by my dad so now i will have to deal with her ******** will i be able to do that! i hate her so much!!!!
If only i had the mind of Johnny C.
thats the end of my ramblings.

Mood: Pissed
Thinking: ow
wanting: SOMEONE DEAD!!!!