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so.. I didnt get into the arts school i wanted to go to next year. Now im crying im sort of depressed i was really looking to get away for a while and to spend my school year actually doing something i enjoyed i imagined i would have a good time there and there would be no worries. But... now that i havent got in im kind of dissapointed you know.. like when you call on a radio show and you answer it wrong or when ur little and it is christmas morning but you didnt get anything you wanted.. yeah its like this. I mean my mother said its ok. it was just the tape. ur a good actress and that is all that matters. Well if that is all that matters why is this so hard to accept? Well i guess i will never live my dream of sometime being on broadway or in hollywood or a famous theater liket he ford. I think im going to try to fake sick tomorrow so i can spend some time on here... bye everyone.