I spent this entire day, staring at the ceiling and trying to contact friends using my cell. You could say I am a prisoner of my own conscience. During the long feeling of loneliness I realized I don't need friends to have fun. I don't need friends to tell me how I'm doing (although them asking me how my day was every once and awhile wouldn't hurt), to go to the beach, tor walk somewhere, run, ride, or climb anywhere. I am the leader of my own life. I am the leader, and I would go through anyone who apposes to my ability to make my own decisions to altar my own path. I don't need friends, adults, and let alone any relatives to tell me different. I type this as I listen to my favorite songs in which certain people could only look at as noise. I play it out loud so the neighbors can here it. It is only a matter of time until they call the authorities, but I digress. I will sleep soon for I have a long day ahead of me tomorrow. I go sailing, I hope it will prove an alternative to another activity that I read and want to set fire to the facility. After tying is entry I plan on logging on gaia only to enter new journal entries and update my avatar. I want to finish a book I started sometime in my life, I think sometime this summer would be a good time to start It will be my point of view of life an people as I go through difficult stages in the life of a teen. when do I plan on editing it . . . Think around age twenty would only be the most appropriate. If I don't run off first see you later
 Kaizath · Fri Jun 25, 2010 @ 09:47am · 1 Comments |
