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there goes tht feeling again... y is it only me? my friends say ignore it but i cant ignore it no matter how hard i try.. its like he took a knife and stabbed it right in my heart and evrytime he talks to me he twists the knife deeper.. i no he doesnt do it on purpose because he doesnt no how i feel.. should i tell him? but like evry human im afraid.. afraid of rejection by the one i love.. nd then what? i'll walk around like a zombie dead to the world. i wouldnt be able to talk to hym ever again.. nd id hate tht.. but on tha other hand if i didnt tell hym hed overlook me.. nd my hear would break if he was with another girl.. i could fake my happiness but how long would i be able to do that?? too many choices but which one is the right decision.. either way they both lead to heartbreak.. heart