I havent really spent much time on Gaia. Guess, since I found out how soon Shushi was leaving, i wanted to spend as much time with him as i could. He's leaving Thursday night, so Im spending the night until he has to go that morning. Once he does, I'll be sad to see him go because I wont see him for a while.
Sometimes I end up thinking the worse. Like, he'll meet someone when he moves away and totally break it off with me over the damn phone. Or he'll cheat on me and never tell me about it, until i find out and end up being torn up inside... But i have to sit back and think about it. He wouldnt do something like that, because he really cares about me.
When he goes, I will feel lonely. Its not like, i'll feel better just talking to him over the phone. I'll miss seeing his face, feeling his embrace. Even that tingly feeling i get when he holds my hand. Especially that.
But I guess we wont be apart for too long. By the summer time, I'll get to go see him. When he's settled down and back in school.
Absence makes the heart grow fonder. sweatdrop
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