they're the same aren't they? if you break either one, your like, a friendless dickface. ouu being a d**k face wouldn't be so fun. you'd look like an elephant that pees out of your face. ew. and other things. EW.
lol hrm there isn't much to write. 'cept there are less and few days now. ouch makes my brain hurt but not as much as my insides do. my heart just gets stabbed with another fat knife when every day ends. and then i'll be dead when the day comes. ah that day. will i cry? or will i try to be strong and hold up my fake smile till he turns his back to me and i'll break down? i have no idea. the future's a question mark love. this is my timeline so far: tomorrow: Riley day. If all goes well with father. the day after: another Riley day? and fashion shows. and savannah sleeps over. the day after: six flags! the day after: riley day, and all those days after that will be riley days till that day. and after that day will probably be locked up in my room days. and then he comes back and then i leave for college, and then i come back and we get married if he can keep that promise.
i know i will.
ouch. WHY AM I SO HUNGRY? anywho. i know he can keep his promise. but it really his choice if he wants to change his mind and fall in love with someone else. but i know i'll keep loving that boy. man. yeah. Riley. ohhh jeezus. hehe sweatdrop
ahh i'm going to save my tears for later. or else my eyes will be as dry as a fish on land [like that? i just made it up x3] when he leaves. probably not. i'm such a crybaby. or maybe i'm just over-dramatic? or something. i dunno. just love him a lot.
lol
i seriously want tons of pics of him. it feels like i'm going to forget his face or something. i always need something to hold of him. jeezus. lookat me, talking to myself. just uber bored. stating the truth, yknow? at sixflags, i want to go to this dress up place and take pics. i dunno if he'd want to go, or if i even have enough money... but still. it looks like fun! or i can just take my own pics :9 heheeee i'm super excited just to see him tomorrow~
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Nyahhh but my life is a bit too boringggg.
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