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i don't like hiding. sometimes it's fun when its just a game, and someone comes
to find you. but what if that person never finds you, and just gives up? you wouldnt
know that they gave up, you'd just stay there waiting for them while they just frolic
around thinking you'd reveal yourself someday.

hm. i skyped today. He didn't notice my ugly eyes from the night before. I have no
reason to cry, and i cry even more because i have no reason. i just can't believe he
didn't find me when i was hiding my tears.

and i don't hide anything from Him. He's the only person I can tell everything to, He's
the person i trust the most. but sometimes, i wish i had another person to talk to. it's
getting hard for me to trust people, when there's no one i really want to trust at all.
people are stupid. that's probably why i have no friends.