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Screw you.

I hate listen to you reminiscing. Cause you think about everything and everyone except me. You have referred to me as the third wheel. Unimportant in your past and without meaning to your future. I loved you so much at one point. I loved you with my entire ******** heart and a part of it still refuses to relinquish the feelings of the past.

You wonder if you and your first crush could have really made it together. I wonder why I loved you and why I refuse to let that part of my heart to forget you.

Perhaps it is because I loved you so much? But you seem to ignore and disrespect this fact. You have hurt me. You have hurt me a lot and it's been a while since I have last allowed your words to have such an effect on me.

It was such a friendly conversation in the beginning. It made me happy, because it has been a while since we have last had a deep conversation. Then you had to go and say something stupid and hurtful. I laughed it off then, but I am crying now and you'll never now.

Did you know I could fall in love with you again? It would be so easy to recall my old feelings and fall in love with you again. I know better though. You're nothing but a jerk now, even more so than you were four years ago.

And you want to know something else Hunter? You and Christina would never have lasted. How do I know? Because I know her better than you do. She is not the same person from fifth grade. And neither are you.

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