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Placed in a world I do not know
In a land where I feel lost and alone
With no one to guide me
With no hand to hold I can lose myself
The big crowd becons me foward
Whispering my very name
Smiling Sweetly, I reach for them and they take my hand
Within seconds I find soemone I like
someone I have seen before but can't remember where
Like a forgotten dream or memory
He smiles at me and I smile back
We made a mutual desicion to go out just like that
I dont count the minutes or the hours
I'm happy with my new fond companion
But then it all starts to fall apart
It seems I've fallen into the wrong hands
As the threats become more and more vicious
I feel like I can't escape
I feel lost in this world
I dont know what to do....
Maybe it would be best if we said out goodbyes
As people arent happy that we are together and that I'm not good enough
I like this guy alot, but how can I be happy if I'm being threatened?
I have no place to hide.... I feel trapped...
I feel like I can't breathe
I'm so close to cutting myself and i want to bleed out...
But I keep seeing his face
And I'm swallowed up in this world once more....