and so begins my first Gaia journal entry since i revamped my account.
that is, came back from an extended hiatus and suddenly decided i loved the site again. but before i continue, i want to make it a point here that i'm purposefully not capitalizing anything; i'm perfectly capable of doing so, but at the moment choose not to. there.
it's currently three in the morning, not that it matters much. i stayed up an hour earlier the night before last, and then slept through half of the following day. pretty proud of myself, in a way, but in another, god, i'm stupid. i need more sleep. lately it's been sort of iffy, but i guess it makes sense; with a broken heart it's harder to get out of bed and fall asleep, especially when previously your dreams were livid with the beautiful realities of life.
but, you know. that's cool.
dwelling on the subject, i really wish people would leave me the ******** alone sometimes. especially when it comes to relationships. it's like, ********, do you not realize that i just got out of one that i considered absolutely perfect? you're a pushy a*****e sometimes, too, and i am not going to be with someone who's like that. and, frankly, my dear, the answer is no. and that goes for you, too; the one who's smacked me in the face with hints and tried to force me to get with you.
^ weird thing here is that those are both written to males. huh.
i need to give this ******** jacket back. and delete our photo from my iPod.
and punch you in the ******** face for breaking my heart.
[ ramblerambleramble. ]
history homework tomorrow. and then another week of.. whatever.
i hate getting ready for bed.
 pavonia · Sun Jan 22, 2012 @ 08:12am · 0 Comments |
