I had a horrible dream. I thought it was sweet, but it wasn't true. so because of that, it was horrible. I dreamt that my recent bf...he came into my house...somehow no one seen him come in, we had fun by talking a little...but he kissed me on the lips, and disappeared. does that make me a whore if i still think the relationship is still alive? or am I just plain desperate? I feel dead now because i don't feel anything at the moment (like a emotionless robot.) i wrote a letter to god. I dont feel like getting out of my room so i slid it hoping someone burn it for me. Im pretty sure they read it though and tore it up...does that mean it won't reach him? someone just kill me now so i don't have to.
UnknownMusicmaker · Fri Jul 05, 2013 @ 01:36am · 0 Comments |