Okay I know this is going to be a long a** rant. But I gotta get it out brefore I blow up on the wrong person. Every been so ******** tired of people within your own family? I'm at the point where if I had a choice when I move out the only person I would take with me would be my mother. Let me start from the beginning so you can get the in depth s**t that going on.
First of we got my sister Amanda: She a real class act, she believe because she now 19 she don't have to listen to anything my mother said. She believe she the s**t, and that she better then everyone in the family. She so stuck up its not even funny. She can't even take a moment to call my mother to let her know she okay. And when my mother calls her she gets bitched at. How goddamn rude is that? But no in my grandmothers eyes she a gem. Its only because she kisses a** when no one else will. Here a hint to my sister, if people around you can't stand you most of the time or don't want to be around you. Doesn't that state that maybe something ******** wrong. I can't deal with her because everything that comes out of her mouth is whinning bullshit to me. And another thing that pisses me off is that she don't care for this family. I'm sorry I don't give a ******** who your second family is, there not always gonna be there for you. Your stuck with this family, and when you losse them because you were too stupid to sit there and try to fix thing. Don't come crying to me, because all I'm gonna tell her is you should have thought about that in the past. She my blood and all, but I'm sorry when your being stupid and doing stupid thing, then won't listen to people who have done this s**t before. I'm just gonna let her bury herself. Maybe then she'll learn that while she was acting like a spoiled bicth and stuck up she really did push away the family that cares for her.
Second is my baby brother James: He gotten so high on his goddamn horse its not even funny. He thinks just because he tall that he can push everyone the ******** around. First off he stupid for this because he gonna do this to the wrong person and get himself killed. Second thing that really been pissing me off is he doesn't do any of the s**t he told. And what ******** worse he gets away with it. Hello where the hell is this a good thing in life? Its showing him that don't listen to people and you'll be a damn d**k. Another thing that he gets so pissed off when he doesn't get his way, he really need to follow his own advise. Life a b***h sometimes, so juct move on. If you don't get your way deal. Don't go mumbling under your breath or be a retarded a*****e and talk s**t about everyone. That just gonna make people even more resentful towards you and not allow you to come near anything you use. He also starting t act like my sister not listening to anything my mother has to say. So yea when he falls also all I'm gonna do is tell him I told you so.
Then there my grandmother: The queen of it all, she the one who been teaching them all this s**t. Not to mention she making my mother a slave. Its because of her I wanna get out of this house and take my mother with me. She don't let anyone help my mother, and then when something goes wrong she bitches to it about my mother. She don't give a ******** about my mother health either it seems. No one knows it and I knwo my mother won't admit it but she sick. I can tell, and because of this I wanna b***h my grandmother out. How you going to treat your own daugther like crap? She changed so much, the grandmother I remember use to be a kind gentle soul. But because she sick she think she can be a hateful b***h. I'm sorry that doesn't give you an excuse. I've gotten to the point I can't stand her either.
As of right now if I had my choice, yea my pic would be getting my mother out of this hell. I'm not gonna lose her to the stress my sister, brother, and grandmother are putting on her. Let them live together. But nope once I get enough money I am getting me and mom out of here. This place is poison and its not something we need. I told everyone that comign to this place was a bad idea. It was better in California. Hopefully I can save up enough money, it shouldn't take that long. I just gotta not pay attention to the s**t going on at work and remember that I have a goal that I plan to succeed on.
Well now I feel better, sorry if people don't agree with me on this. But this is what been driving me insane and has been irking me lately.
 Krista DarkAngel Silme · Sun May 14, 2006 @ 12:52am · 1 Comments |
