It sucks I'm so upset Miss Jiora right shouldn't be upset over stupid little thing, if anyone hasn't guess yet I had been watching....
I just upset to the point it suck, i was ranting but its not just here its everything.....this should be a happy time yet I can't find anything to be happy about.
I don't know could it be my family slowly coming apart, could it be at work my support and best friend is ill and I'm worried about her. Or that everything I have done the job I was promised was given to another......everything happen at once
I can't stand when everything I'm use to get torn from me....
I don't know at this point....I am truely sorry I'm hurting people, I just always wanna make peopel happy, even at work....or on gaia.....
I don't know I guess I have hit rock bottom, I just feel like I'll say something stupid and upset people like I have been doing, and when this happens I pull away, I always done this......
I've never grown a spine I've always wanted to make people happy, I watched my mum and grandmother do it so I do it.....I drive my man crazy when I say I'm sorry for hurting him or saying something stupid.
Tell you the truth I'm weak have always been...
Krista DarkAngel Silme · Mon Dec 06, 2004 @ 06:22am · 2 Comments |