Countless people in my life think i am perfection.What they don't know is that i'm everything but that. You may be fooled by my act of happiness,but never in my life have i truely seen nore felt loved. Ofcourse there are those jocks that wink as i pass the halls, but there all verman that don't know any better and never will. You may wonder why my house is so empty, or perhaps why i'm not with my family alot. Well heres the thing when i invite you over, i'm sure that no one is around and never am i with my family because that you will never know. Locked up in my room reading a long novel or dreaming of my demise, or counting down my days until my long awaited heavonly day. When i am rid of all my earthly duties. Finally the one person that truely knows my deepest desires and thoughtsshall send for me. In return of his sign i shall leave you all, with absolutely nothing to remind your stupid hearts of me but a empty cofin and tombstone. But at last i've tired of waiting in this world of misery. So in the otherworld i shall await you, bearing the joy of death itself. By the way i don't expect you to understand this beautiful letter. The only one that can and will think this letter the very glory of life, i will wait for you until the day i arise again. When you come to me i will be waiting in the happiness of death. When i see you we will both know what happiness truely means. We will give way to the world to become, until that glories day i await you walking threw the otherworld and taking in the lost spirits of the dead.
always,
your one and only lost angel of happiness
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The heart of a lost angel
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I live in a world with know love for me,I wonder the shadows and find the light.Everyday I search for a love that can endure,everyday I fail.~Inu
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