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God! I feel so crunchy right now! Ugh, I am an idiot supreme. So, I've been on this site for like the last 3 days, making posts to fellow newbies saying, make me your friend, I welcome everyone, and then I don't get one friends request, and I'm confused and angry, and I'm like what, they don't like me? Did I post wrong? Am I not cool enough for them? But then, I'm updating my profile today, for like the 80th time since I've signed up and I go to create an avi for me and realize I have to put myself on my own friends list in order to do that, and then I go to do that, and I'm like button, button, who stole the button. And I'm like where did that crazy little add a friend button go. And then I realize, I don't have one. And I know why I don't have one. Because I was so disgusted with the original layout of my original profile that I just totally shredded the whole thing. I ripped it limb from limb, and I deleted every last little box, until I had nothing left but my picture and I started over, to get the layout I have now. And, little old me forgot to put the contact box back in. And that's why nobody wanted to be my friend. They didn't want to go to the ends of the earth and beyond just to contact me. And I can't blame them on that. But I just feel so super bad. I'm like what a mean old witch exclaim I invite all these newbies to check out my profile, and say I'll be their friends and then make myself totally unavailable. That's not right. But it was totally by accident. Awwe. I think I'm going to need a chocolate in a minute. Maybe a hug. Maybe a good old shot of tequila and a lap dance. I got the blues. crying . It doesn't help that it's raining now. It's only three and I feel like crawling back in bed. cry And I'm not even tired. But I do have to be excited and thankful. Due to some awesome panda chica girl, who helped me solve some technical troubles on my profile, I now have some awesome graphics installed. whee Hope I don't offend anyone with my Bush icon. He's still an alright guy, but it's sad that he's not doing a whole lot of things the way I'd like him to do. I'd never vote democrat though. So don't go thinkin' you won me over if you're a democrat. I'm still an old stick in the mud when it comes to certain issues. I'm right wing all the way......Other news. My friend called me today, like early this morning to tell me he had had a dream about me. He said he dreamed that I was on the run from the cops and while he was following his dad somewhere, I guess he was at a stop light, but I jumped in the back seat of his car and duck down low and tell him to drive. And he's like what the heck. And all of the sudden the heat show up from nowhere and chase us down the street. This time he was the one having the wierd dreams. I didn't have any dream last night, or at least one that I could remember. We both agreed, sleeping is awesome because it's like you're going to a really really wierd scifi theatre where every night it's a different original artist. It's hard to believe that all of it comes from within you. We also discussed controling your dreams. Like, I'd heard somewhere, and so had he that you can conciously think before you go to bed to affectively control the outcome of your dreams. That I believe in. But I've also done some research on dream interpretation, because I dream alot. But I got a book on it once and I wasn't really convinced because there were a lot of overlapping basic themes....things that everyone stresses over, and things that everyone would like to see happen. Like, unless the dream is a message from God in your personal opinion. It's best to leave it ********. You'll end up stressing yourself out even more. Well, those are my thoughts for today. Hopefully I've kept it interesting. I try to pick the most interesting things out of my day to share, and make it funny, and light. And absolutely no poetry. I suck at it. You would not want to read my poems. And no offense to anyone who does post poems in their journal, but I find them more boring than written thought. I guess they go more in depth into a single meaningful thought, but they don't really offer much intelectual or artistic expression. There are other ways you can do that without rhyming. Poems are more boring than I think a lot of people realise. Anyway, I'm jabbering, lol, bye
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