Well well well.... Man its amazing how much f'n s**t can go down in just about 30 or so short hours. Ok hmmm where should I start stare stare . Oh ok I know now, I'll start with telling everybody my immediate really bad news.
Well as you know dads girlfreind Tina, (yes that same godlike awesome one ya'll have heard me talk so much about). Well as completely random as it ******** was, I guess Tina is gone now emo emo . I guess pretty much how it went was, she decided she was gonna walk and get something and then decided im done with the s**t and went and lived out in some town nobodys ever heard of. So I guess she's supposed to come get her stuff today. I really am gonna miss being able to talk to her every morning and have her there by my side all the time thru all the bullshit.... But I dont know, I talked to dad last nite. I guess from what I understand, he's ready to move on to whatever the hell other random b***h comes thru the house. All I know is I told him straight up 3 things, 1.I will continue to talk and hang out with Tina 2.Her niece will still be aloud to come over and 3.I will still have contact with her sister and still go to church. Suprisingly he didnt object to those things eek .
But anyway ya, pretty much all I have to say is a medium sized part of me actually feels good about this. I honestly would say that I think dad moved into this relationship way to full speed ahead. But then at the same time its like Ive gained so much, I've gained a really good freind,an awesome beautiful young girl,and another pretty cool chick as well. So I think I made out pretty good. I mean as much I would like to have them stay together, I dont think either one of them is really happy. Of course I think a lot of it (ALMOST all was my dad) but still. So she's staying with a girlfreind and dad is going out for the weekend. Now as far as I go.........
Well lets just say I have to change some s**t in my life. neutral neutral neutral I have to talk to some people and set some things straight. But more on that later. For now I'm gonna go sit in deep reflection. ninja ninja .
So Till next time Gaians, Pray that your life doesent burning_eyes burning_eyes burning_eyes like mine has in some places. heart neutral neutral
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