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Slowly
Slowly, but surely I'm ridding myself of this demon which I call love. Not just the general, generic feeling of love, but love for a specific person. That specific person's name is Nathan. I used to keep all the emails he sent me...the special ones anyway. I looked over them today and just was flabberghasted! They were all meaningless s**t! Every single one of them! They once held strong in my heart, reminding me that I must perservere, but now...they just showed me how I had the chance and lost it...many times. sweatdrop I've been cleaning my heart and mind out (That special room for every guy I've ever liked). I've gotten closer to a guy named "Blake." This guy is pretty special to me. I've known him for 2 years...and have kinda had a crush on him. I suppose by liking him, I've gotten over Nathan.
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