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Oh, man exclaim sweatdrop . I almost died laughing earlier today. Just recently actually, and I had to sign on here and post about it while it was still fresh in my mind. I mean tears were actually coming out of my eyes it was so funny. I was wheezing for breath it was so funny. I was ROFLMAO, rofl , that's how funny it was. xd .
OOOH, my brother....he's the only person who can make me laugh so hard just by being himself. He didn't even try to be funny this time. He was just so lazy and southern, it's just how it came out. I was watching him eat his lunch today, and it was just so ghetofied, it was absolutely hilarious. He was sitting on the couch, in a towel, with a pillow for a table, eating a hot dog on a slice of bread, with ketchup only, washing it down with a warm grape soda. That was just classic. You just don't get any more hillbillie than that. Not even if he had had a toothpick hangin' out of his mouth afterward. I mean, really, how trailer trash perfect is that. I don't know where he gets it from. There's just no class in anything he did just now. You just had to be there. But like, it's not like we live in a trailer, we have a nice apartment home, and we don't drive old trucks, or old dusty mini-vans for that matter. My parents work at Disney for crying out loud. We're not redneck people. I don't know where he get's it from. We're nice, white bread, yankee people. Value education, promote upstanding behavior in the community, we pay or taxes, never once accepted help from the government....how in the heck did he get to be the way that he is? And it's not like he acts pure bred redneck either, although he does fly a confederate flag, but he's got his heavy metal side to him. What goes through his head that he can concider that acceptable, kosher, behavior, even when no one's looking? I know I'm not perfect, but I would have just died of embarassment if someone had been over at that moment. My face would have been so red. Anyway...that's it for now. I have some stuff to do. Post later...bye bye.


Ok, it's later. I actually was only half serious that I was going to sign back on and post later on tonight. I knew we were going to Disney tonight, so I figured I'd probably be too tired/busy, but something happened tonight that was borderlined miraculous, and I just had to report on it to get all this excitement out of my head. No the person that I like did not confess their undying love to me and whisked me away with them on cruise...I would definitely be to busy to post no matter how I felt about that event, but what happened tonight was pretty cool. Just when I needed it too. Smack dab in a day that I thought was never going to end, a little piece of happiness, something really unexpected. Of all the people who I could have met up with at Disney tonight. Of all the people that I could have ran into...it just so happened, out of all the people in the park that night, I saw an old high school friend that I haven't seen in almost five years. Since graduation. She had moved away to go to college, which is where I thought she was even today, but it turns out she had just moved back after graduating to live with her parents, and she was visiting Disney with a friend. I have not talked to the girl in 3 years. Of all the freak coincidences that could of happened. I saw her. It was great...because as much as we don't talk now, we were really close in high school. I didn't have that many friends, especially early on, and me and her bonded like that. We met in a Journalism class I believe. Something that she does professionally now. And together with her and my best friend, that was how I spent most of my time in high school. I'd eat lunch with her almost every day, and she was the one who took me to see the Left Behind movie when it first came out into theaters. For some of you who have heard me talk about my early beginning as a Christian, she was one of the ones who actually changed my life. She was the one who planted the seeds. Who made me who I am today. I am so happy to have her back in my life. And just as my best friend is leaving. It won't be so unbearable. And we can miss him together. I don't know how such a good thing happened, but I praise the Lord that it has. I know that sometimes in these rants, I can seem anything but a good Christian, but that's because I still cave to the need to be accepted as cool, by American standards that is. But, I really am a good person at heart. Most of this is really all an act designed to keep things interesting and contreversial. But in a rare moment, this is who I actually am. I've never been a rebel but there have been some times that I have been less than thankful for what I have. But I thank God that he has brought her into my life in such a crucial time. And I got her number, and I told her I missed her. I had to go because the park was almost closed, but I think we connect. And I called my best friend to night, and he said he's extatic too. She pretty much was in her own little world all to herself while she was away. Neither one of us kept in contact with her. So to see her today was like seeing a ghost. My eyes went so wide. And I swear my voice cracked. But, of course I wish I had known I was going to see her. For being the diehard Christian that she is, I'm sure I didn't live up to her standards, and I know she probably thought I had changed because I looked so completely different from the last time she had seen me. My hair's longer. I got a tattoo. I got two cartilage piercings, I was wearing all black, I had gained weight. But that's why we're so close, because she still recognized me. And of course, I recognized her too. Although, in fact, now that I think about it, her hair did look a little shorter than the last time I had seen her...she was notorious in high school for her 3 feet of blonde, featherweight locks that she could tuck into her shorts, lol. And I think the last time she saw me I was wearing contacts, which now I'm wearing glasses. But I don't look too bad. But...ahh, this was sooooo awesome. I am just on cloud nine right now. Wow, I think everyone on my best friends list just got demoted one notch by default. OOOPS. Ohhh, but too bad she still lives on the other side of town. But hopefully we can get together for my birthday, and maybe hang out before my best friend leaves. So now she's back to being #2 instead of just obscure. Hopefully. She says she's really busy with her new job, working for the local news station, but she says she'll try to make enough time for us as possible. blaugh Ahhh, I could do a cartwheel I'm so happy. I really did miss her. We just had no freakin' clue what she'd be up to if we tried to contact her because she's just so much of an over achiever she was always busy with school or something, so we rarely tried to contact her. Oh, but what a blessed ending to this day. I am so happy. Ok. Now I'm relaxed. I have everything all typed out. My fingers are smoking from moving so fast over the keys, but I can feel it gone from me like so bad gas. rofl . Ahh, I'm too funny. Alright, gtg...bye. Now this is a decent entry. It was too short before. I'm glad I came back and posted. Alright, goodnight.