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i might get to work in garden center this year and with all the time that my mom might get in floral I will get good hours in the spring and summer. My husband is doing some odd jobs and sold his trailer. so everything is on the up and up so far. i shoudn't be saying this but i found out a few weeks ago that his aunt on his mom side is undergoing cancer treatments again. She has traveling cancer and it may be to a point where fighting is just hopeless. it is in her lower intestines and thats bad. Plus it is a heritiary thing so my husband's mom might get cancer too if she doesn't stop smoking. That's why his aunt stopped because supposedly smoking kind of jump started it. And found out separately that my husband had a tumor appear when he was 16, in his brain. Gawd, this is weird and scary. One of his uncles on his mom side died in an accident awhile back in 85, 86. He was getting ready to go through tumor thing in his brain. I hope all my weird visions and such throughout school and as long as I can remember is not all leading up to this. Cuz if it is... I don't know. It would freek me out...... Because I already have seen what could be after all of that. And that what creeps me out the most. i guess i have already been prepared for this but how to handle that you have already seen your possible future with everyone or someone else that is like your love one. Especially if you seen in dreams and visions the other persons love one's death as well. It is like somethings from the outer limits or the twilight zone. Cool? I have no idea..... yet. neutral
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