Life has been going horribly...every night lately i've been crying myself to sleep and it's all because of one person.
*He held my heart for a while and then just droped it in the dirt and left it laying there.*
*The one thing he doesn't know is that as he walked away part of my heart was still with him*
*he thought that nothing could be harmed when he did what he did*
*but more was harmed then he thought when he walked away like nothing had happened and forgot all about me*
*while he sleeps at night i'm awake staring at a tear soaked pillow*
*if he feels nothing for me i wish he would just give me back the piece of my heart he took with him*
*And even through all of this i still wish to be with him*
*he was the only one who could make all my sorrow go away*
*He was the only one that i trusted in that special way*
*I just want to forget about him so i can get on with my life*
*Tell me how can he move on so easily*
*It tortures me to see him walk by and all i do is smile and wave*
*I always saved a smile for him no matter how down i was*
*he just thinks its just a smile but truely it just another piece of my heart he's taken away from me*
to be continued...
...continued
*He just found out what hes done*
*And i hope he feels sorry for it*
*I hope he comes back to me*
*But that is just a fantasy playing in the back of my head*
*I wish he would come back to me and apologize in his own special way*
*I wish he would apologize with a bunch of his warm hugs*
*And maybe even with a kiss or two*
*I wish this never happened*
*he's brought so much drama into my life*
*But then again my life was already full of drama*
*Oh i just wish someone would help me forget him*
*Or have him help me love him*
*Someone please come save me right now*
*I'm falling into an abssy of emotions*
*And most of them i dislike*
*Someone please!!!*
*Tell me...tell me what should i do*
*I know i still love him down deep*
*i've even imagined myself marrying him*
*Oh just please someone set me straight*
*lead me to the truth please*
*Please.......*
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