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I really need to vent. And I guess I'll do it here because who actually reads peoples journals on Gaia. xd OKay, something that is greatly pissing me off. I talk to my ex, but every time I seem to talk to them, they start making me feel like s**t and bad talking Ivan and I put up with it for a while, but you know what? I HAVE ******** HAD IT!!!!!!!! I'm so ******** tired of having to put up with that everytime I talk to them. I just want to be friends, but nooo. They have to make it a ******** pain to talk to them(I love talking to them, it's just I know what is going to come up), because I have to walk on eggshells making sure I don't say something that might trigger them. And yes, I'm a piece of s**t and I deserve to be punished, but that doesn't mean you should drag Ivan into it. Just because I love Ivan and not them is no reason to bad talk Ivan, or me. I'm sorry who I love, and don't you think it's better I broke up with you, then stayed with you when I didn't love you anymore but instead I loved someone else!? and I know I shouldn't be reacting like this, But I can't say I'm sorry either because I am not. You wanted to know what was wrong withe me Monkey_Pickle_Lover, well now you know and I'm sorry I had to say it so bluntly.