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Okay it seems like Im feeling depressed and I wont get to see my specialist in a while so Ill have to write bout it here

Lets see theres a few reasons that I can point to this... maybe im overstressed or maybe im not dieting right... maybe its because Im lonely, maybe I just need some more time for myself, because schoolwork and baitou are really getting me worked up.

Maybe its even the opposite and I need to do more phisical activities. Maybe I just felt like being depressed or maybe I just want to be depressed because it makes me feel "Special" or "Unique" as if I like being misunderstood.

Maybe its because my Duel monsers deck sucks a**, YeahI havent won a single match with it, so Im seeing if I can get a recipe done for a new deck, with all my favorite monsters... but there seeems to be a remedy for everything if it just was that simple.

Lets see, there is one thousand reasons to be depressed and still I dont usually just dont let them get to me.

Like being fat, nobody ever remarks me that except the people who actually care about me, cuz they worry that I might feel better if I lost the weight im carrying.

Or being a total loser with the opposite sex. Just had one girlfrined in my life and it wasnt really serious.

Lets see maybe Im just a pathetic whiner and I just want people to feel sympathetic to me....

Whatever the reason im depressed and I have noone to talk to so. If you read this send em a Pm or somethin. I could really use someone to talk to.