okay, my dreams are really sucking right now. The other day I day one where i met someone from CSI and it was not anything special I just said hi and have a nice day when he came through the check out line. Last night it was the same except when I was done checking him out through my line I went to get carts and there was this really oppressive feeling that I had to release from my space. So, He was milling around the Garden Center area and my mom, who work out there, said she needed some help with the register so I went over and helped I was getting ready to go back to getting carts and I saw him just kind of standing there looking at really nothing. I went over to him and asked if he was okay. I said excuse me but I have this really heavy feeling coming from you and I want to ask if I can hug you, you look like you really need a hug. So he says sure and I give him one. He says thanks when I was done and said you're welcome, sir, have a great day and pushed the row of carts i had in the store. Later, I was waiting outside in garden center for my friend to pick me up. And he came up to me and said that he really needed to talk to someone and since i gave him a hug earlier for not really any reason I just sensed it he said I was the one he should be talking to. So I said I would have to check with my husband cause I would be getting home late and he said okay. And I called my friend and told her where I was going to be and called my husband which said it was cool. So we went to McD's for some coffee. And we talked. Then my friend pulled up and we all talked together. She got a call and had to leave and go to her car. He then said that he was thinking about committiing suicide that day if I hadn't gave him a reason that this world isn't so cruel. So, I said if he needed anything, even just to talk to I would be there for him. And then I gave him my cell phone # and left with my friend and then it went to me getting out of bed at like at 1- 1:30 am and my cell was going off. It was my friend and her boyfriend that was dropping off this guy. I said thanks to her and they left. I then helped him inside and set up the air mattress in the office area and went back to bed. When my husband went to work he said there is a guy in the kitchen eating my cocoa puffs. I said that I told him this all last night that this guy might need a place to stay if he got drunk and he said oh yeah I remember. So him and the guy talked while I made the bed. When my husband left he said to the guy take good care of her, i only have one of her. And they laughed. I then got some food and sat at the table with the guy and he said that he watched us when he got up to find the bathroom and said my husband was really sweet on me. And the dream ended. I know there was something in the whole thing about a harley but i don't really know where . I was one of those whispy blurry dreams where it slows down and speeds up a lot.
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