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I dont know If Im still going to be with her anymore.....I mean we have been together since 05 but now it seems like were just drifting appart.......we hardly ever speak anymore. and somtimes, thats heart wrenching....so I might just say no more...im sorry chziu but I dont know if the spark is there anymore. I dont know If we should still be together.....we just dont seem to talk anymore now a days....im sorry I just need to think thats all.....hitome asked me the other day what was going on. I just couldent tell her. shes a sweet girl but still its heart ack I feel right now....and lonlyness...s**t man to hell with it. Im just ganna swallow my pride and go. no more emothions for me. so if im cold to anyone then im sorry its not your fault.