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Well Ive been working really hard lately and I hope I get payed a little more than usual for running double shifts. Still money isnt everything because it has given me a few headaches and dizziness. Im hoping Ill get achance to relax tomorrow and to have some fun. Its Bakumatsu no Anime`s Rally and hamburguer event where you attend to the rally and eat a burger. Also Im hoping we win the rally because I made an all star eam with my friends. There is Jaziel, Fernando, Mireya, this other guy whos name doesnt stick to my memory and yours truly.

Ill let you know how we did on the rally... Im sorry since I dont plan what i write here my ideas are usually all over the place.

Back on to other business. I got a Pentagram of protection medal which represents the microcosmos inside your own self. its supposed to bring me good luck which I direly need snce all the stuff hapening right now is kind of getting to me. As previously stated it has been affecting my health. I thank the heavens for Cytaria my online girlfriend she is the closest erson to my heart in my current state and helps the lot of emotional baggage I carry due to me not being all the popular nice-looking guy that everyone strives to be in my case the attempt is futile but I still can achieve better than average looks just by losing weight. Its a longshot but it willbe well worth it.

I wish I had more motivation to do what I am supposed to do like homework never ever liked it or what it represents I have already stated several times my feeling of loathing and severe disliking of the oppresive invention made just to take away the little free time i have. Still if it wasnt so hard for me to grasp the fact it is for my own good Id be an overachiever instead of just average. I dont know if I mention this often enough but my career wasnt my first choice I wanted something much more artistic and spirtual like becoming a witer or a profesional dub actor to voice series of anime and live action. Still I do like my career for other facts, in case you didnt know Im studying a bachelors on english language teaching. It seems like englisah was my god given talent or just a skill I developed bue to my fixation on videogames and the fact that to enjoy them you needed (at least) Basic english reading abilities which obviously kids in my country dont posses unless taught (A much easier yet kinda harder to do since some kids just dont have that disposition) Or self learnt (Which is my case ill tell you what method I have devised to teach english at a later post).

How I wish I could just write something out of the blue and say its a good work yet I cant even fulfill my own standartds much less those of an audience that is becoming more literate as time goes by. I have a few ideas for a fantasy novel but I cant seem to give it a proper development I do want to make a comic collaboiration with my cousin the graphic designer. It is one of the ways to get attention to start a good webcomic and jump from that platform.

I wonder if anyone reads this Ill have to tell my friends to read it every so often and post comments.