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If you knew the date where everything would end, how would you spend that day, and with whom?

Personally I don't know. If I knew, I'd probably be somewhat subdued and decide to wander around my neighborhood, looking at life one last time. Maybe saying goodbye to my friends and family, doing things that I would never have done before, or something like that. Maybe writing down my feelings if any one happened to survive.

Usually I like to be alone, and if everyone else knew as well, they'd be all soppy. I tend to avoid this, just because I don't like dealing with emotions. But of course, I'd be incredibly cold-hearted to deny my friends and family with my presence on the final day. But for some reason, I think I'd choose my friends over my family.

Perhaps it's because I'm not too close with my family. They say teenagers always want to break away, but I'm not quite sure if it's the same case for me [I bet all teenagers think that. 'I am special. You cannot help me. ANGST']. I kind of have a different personality that they don't know of yet. They don't really know much about me, it seems. I know, you older audiences are probably thinking, 'Your parents do know all about you', but my parents can't seem to take the hint sometimes. I don't enjoy what they like. My dad likes soccer and so does my brother, which makes my mom think that I should like what she does. Unfortunately, I do not like shopping, constantly sleeping [ mrgreen ], cooking, being hypoctritical [ sweatdrop ], etc. My point is, I can't find any relationship to my family's interests.

Whereas my friends sort of define who I am. Most definitely some of my personality comes from them [I don't remember having my own personality when I was younger, but then again, I don't remember much at all.]. They probably understand me better, and frankly, I'm happier with them than at home. At school I'm nearly always smiling, whereas at home, I like to spend the day typing on the computer, alone. [I really have no tolerance for prying eyes. If I want you to see it, I will show it.] My friends may not know me the same way my parents do, but they can relate to me, and they know what I'm talking about. And we share common interests: anime and manga FTW!, as well as arts, videogames, etc.

Either way, the Apocalypse isn't that big a deal. We'll all be dead, so what's the point? We won't know we're dead, will we? Well, it depends what you read. But my point is, most people fear that they'll be left behind, in a bloodstained and lifeless world. To those people, they think too much.