This is a short paragraph story type thing I wrote for the hell of it.
Insanity
I sit here think to myself sometimes...."Why me?"... Fighting with my own mind. It's hell in my brain, in my inner thoughts. Everything I used to love seems now to be a plot to ruin my life. Am I insane or am I just depressed? I don't know... ********, I wish I knew. I'm scared of my mind. I mean I'm AFRAID OF MYSELF! Why? I don't know... maybe because my mind knows all of my mental and emotional weaknesses... My therapist always tells me I'm in control, in control of what? Clearly he's wrong... my brain is beating me.. my mind is winning this war. I'm losing a battle against myself. I'm... I'm already gone, gone from this world, gone from reality, gone from everything. I'm not ready.. ready for all of this s**t that is happening in my mind.. my inner thoughts. And I'm afraid I'm losing my family and friends...
And all I'm left to say is....
HELLO INSANITY
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