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left, right repeat again
can't get these thoughts outta my head.

over and under, through thick and thin can't get his voice out of my head.
he's there, she's there
gnawing at my skull
ticking and talking
grasping my throat

it's not the words that hurt it's way they're said
this empty bitterness lies in my head

The doors are shaking, our hearts are breaking. Our lives are lies, our hearts on knives. So you tell me what's inside?
I swear to you were not just faking.

Writing songs across walls, forgetting love after it's been drowned.
Tell me how this pain will rest, it's leaving blows under my chest.

.and when all hope is gone speak slow tell me, "love where do we go?"

If I could see your face one last time.

I'd tell you to never forget those times we spent. Laughing and being the kids we were way back, then.

The lights are dim and no one knows, I wish to see you're face again so I say the things you wanted to hear. I wish i said those things. We both knew you wanted me to love you. Why couldn't I admit it?

We laughed, we cried. Sometimes we'd stay up all night. I want to see the boy who captured my heart if only I had the guts to tell him, when he was dying to hear it. Oh, J. I miss you're smile and you're laugh. You're hugs were always the best, now I'm crying without them.

Oh, if I could only see you for you and you see me for me.
Why did we have to get ripped apart. I hope you remember me.