Well, this will be the LAST chapter in this journal. I'm pretty much done with this avatar. It's served its purpose, but I'll keep it up here for laughs.
Things have really gone south recently (in EVERY aspect of my life), and this account has too many bad memories around it now. I'll be using my "alter-ego" Koori-Shingai for the most part now, since I've made it look like he's "taken over my life" as it were.
Although in reality, it's not too far fetched. I've hit rock bottom. I'm more apathetic, depressed, & angry at the world than anything. I feel a cold & numbness inside that hasn't been around in a LONG time, but it's come back like an old friend you never wanna see again.
Comments will be disabled for this profile from now on, except for every once in a while when I feel like hurling insults at "myself" from Koori-Shingai's profile. I don't know how that crap even got started honestly, so that'll probably stop after this post.
To all the Gaians out there, it's been an awesome ride. Things are just a little too dark right now to keep this up. If nothing else, those of you that have faith could pray for me. It's gonna be a tough next era.
Keep it real. Always.
Earthquake Generator
Earthquake Generator · Wed Jun 01, 2011 @ 04:02am · 0 Comments |