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I don't want to sound selfish, Nor do I wish to be cruel.
But I miss you so much baby, it tears up my heart inside.
And every night you sleep, I pray that you dream of me,
wake up in cold sweats, and scream out my name...
I don't wanna be that man, who goes crazy thinking of you.
But I was crazy when I met you, Crazy in love with an angel.
And everytime you are with another man, I pray you call him me.
Make him think you can't forget me, even when he reminds you, he isn't.
I don't want to be sad anymore, I don't want to blame myself for this either.
But I love you so much baby, it tears up my heart inside.
And everytime you take a breath, I pray you stop and think of me.
Remember the times we had together, and how much you really miss me.
Cus I miss you something terrible baby.. and I know you miss me too.
~Thuong Warner~ 06-04-2005
Note: No this isn't about me, rather it's for my friend.. he won't stop pming me.. telling me about his lost love.. maybe this will get him to understand.. Love is not somthing you can just take.. it's somthing that has to come naturally, but you can help it.. patience.. is one of the biggest things you can do.. even if it feels like a lifetime.. I hope she realizes how great you are man.. and that she finds her way back into your arms.
 Rubieus · Mon Jul 04, 2005 @ 07:52am · 3 Comments |
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I stare at this photo of a small girl
I began to wonder where she lived what kind of world
Her hair is just a plain brown dye,
nothing very special about this one except for her eyes
They gleamed so bright a nice shade of blue,
it seemed like she was looking straight at you
Her skin was ordinary just a tad bit pale,
what was she thinking, this photo could not tell
Her smile was precious and made you want to cry,
but it didn't match, the look in her eyes
Her lips, slightly opened and teeth shown,
it would've been nice if the wind had blown
Her hair layed down on her back all withered and dry,
it did't match the shimmer in her eyes
Her hands were small, tiny they were,
she almost looked sick, this ordinary girl
Who was she this child, of an unknown desent,
was she a maiden or a child to a courtesan
I lay here in a stranger's bed gazeing at this picture,
I wonder to myself do I know her
Our hair is the same brown, withered and dry,
our smiles are copied, but what about our eyes
I stand in front of a mirror and look at myself,
I place the picture on top of the shelf
My skin is darker but in some places im pale,
I know what she was thinking only I won't tell
My outfit I wear is a sack used to carry food,
I'm usually without it, I'm usually nude
I stare at the picture and smile back at her,
the small little child from a different world
We aren't so different her and I,
We have the same special glimmer in our blue shaded eyes
~Thuong Warner~
I wrote this in 2k3 When I was in Florida, I met this girl online she told me about how her life drastically changed in a year.. She hardly remebered who she was.. This is dedicated to her. Where ever she is.
Rubieus · Sun May 29, 2005 @ 04:26pm · 1 Comments |
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When God wanted to describe the word cute...
He used your personality as a base for comparison.
When God wanted to find beauty...
He flipped to your name in the Book of Life
When God created happiness...
He made it in the form of your smile
When God created angels...
You were not the first, but you were definately the best of them all.
When God created Heaven...
A look in your eyes was all he needed for inspiration.
When God made the sun and the moon...
Your face was the mold for each.
and last... When God sent me a gaurdian...
It was you...
heart heart heart
Happy Valentines Day Angel...
~Thuong Warner~ 02-23-2005
Rubieus · Wed Feb 23, 2005 @ 06:32am · 3 Comments |
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Requiem of a Broken Heart |
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I tried to write poems for you.
I tried different ways to make you see it.
My words weren't strong enough to reach you.
Here I go one more time.. to show you.
My life was trash, under rocks is where I slept.
Until the day I met you, I had no future.
I still have no future, but at least now I have something to smile about.
Have I shown you yet? No?... Then let me continue...
Death was a companion to me, and lonliness was my lover.
Since you came into my life, they are nothing but bad memories...
I don't smile for just anyone, but always for you.
Do you see the message yet? No?... Then let me go on...
I made many mistakes since we were together.
I lost your love and forever I will try to find it.
There is no one I will ever love but you.
How do I prove this to you? Until you see it.. I'll keep going...
On my knees I pray at night.
Tears are common now since we last kissed.
I can't focus without you, no matter how hard I try.
Does your heart miss me? No? I won't stop till it does...
I lay broken in a million pieces.
Each one reflecting back at you trying to get noticed.
I just want to find that missing piece that left when you did.
Do you love me? No?...What do I do now..?
I promised you I would make it...
Become the man you want me to be...
But what am I to do, you still arn't with me...
Will you ever be with me?...Please don't say no..
You are my angel... more so then you know.
I would give up so many things for you...
Close your eyes and just let it go.. you will see...
You are my only one. You will always be the one just for me.
~Thuong Warner~
Feb 2 2005
Note: This is dedicated to someone, who's trust I betrayed. Maybe one day, she will forgive my mistakes.. and come back to me. Until then, I will keep praying that she will.
Rubieus · Fri Jan 14, 2005 @ 06:44pm · 0 Comments |
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Remeber the times we had lots of fun,
We would wrestle each other or drink tea in the sun.
We were younger then, younger then now.
Remember the promise we made to each other, remeber our vow.
The one about being friends forever,
You said you'd be there for me.
I said I'd be there through pain and misery.
Time has past and we're separated, in many ways
But i can still remeber those days, the days that have gone away.
We were just children , innocent and curious we were,
Always making fun and dangerous things to conquer.
You would fly off the house and I would catch you.
I would jump tree to tree and you would watch over me.
We were best of friends, you and I. But the fun stopped...why?
You went away without warning; they said it was a terrorist.
Why did you pretend to fly, when I wasn't there to keep an eye?
I sit alone in our favorite tree, knowing you're gone,
Are you still watching over me?
I'll be strong, i will survive, But I wished you were still here,
I wish you were still alive.
~Thuong Warner~
Dedicated to those who lost family or friends.. on 9/11
Rubieus · Thu Dec 30, 2004 @ 01:26am · 0 Comments |
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It feels warm to the touch, but cool and refreshing.
It feels smooth and soft, but strong and enduring.
It feels like life is on the edge, but if you stop you die.
It feels like happiness all over, but then you want to cry.
It feels like eternity, but it passes in a second.
It feels like a dream, but everything is real.
It feels strong and brave, but it brings you to your knees.
It feels unreal, a fake; but you know this. You can believe.
~Thuong Warner~ 11~04~2002
Rubieus · Thu Dec 30, 2004 @ 01:15am · 1 Comments |
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There's a place in my heart that's locked up tight.
Waiting for that someone, the one who will treat it right.
Every so often it leaves it's domain,
But it always comes back, encumbered with pain.
My heart Burns like fire, feeling the luck of the dice,
But then it craps out to the Queens of Ice.
Eventually it will stop trying, flip over and quit.
Then it will dry up and become a death pit.
But there's always hope, where all else fails.
One of these days it will hear wedding bells.
And when that day arrives, what love it will give,
To the sweetest Queen of them all.
~Thuong Warner~
Rubieus · Thu Dec 30, 2004 @ 01:11am · 1 Comments |
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As I walked, down the road.
I met a girl, with hair of gold.
When I looked, into her eyes.
I knew then, she was an angel in disguise.
As I fell to my knees.
I started to wonder. Was this just a dream?
I raised my hands up, and started to pray.
Thank you lord, for this special day.
Time slowed down, and then it was still.
I began to wonder, was this for real.
She reached for me, and began to smile.
I finally found her, my angel child.
As she held me, in an endless embrace.
Tears rolled down, my pitiful face.
Memories of us, flood my head.
I finally found her.. Now that I'm dead.
~Thuong Warner~
Note: I have a better version of this somewhere, I just cant find it.
Yes this is a short song too.
Edit: There I updated it. Wootness.
Rubieus · Fri Dec 03, 2004 @ 10:33pm · 2 Comments |
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