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This, unfortunately, is a way to make the world more serious. More so, I'm trying to rid myself of outrage and exasperation at all that I see around me. Now, there are a lot of people for whom I don't have many criticisms, and with some, not at all. This just leaves a couple of stupid ******** whose actions are just... over the edge. Anyone else think this world is headed straight to hell? It's not even a slow descent... it's a ******** highway straight down into the depths of Hell to Satan's throne... and I have no ******** idea how to play the fidel, so that contest is out. There's a hole in the earth, and it's filled with s**t. But not for long, I hope. Try looking all those references up (though you don't have to if you don't want to). Pretty much, I'm tired of all the ******** hate that's going on. Especially with people I see no reason to hate, like Nikki Kline and Nick Breeze. I mean, Jesus... grow some ******** tolerance world... especially for ******** high school... I'm sick of all the s**t and mindgames that have to be played. Right now... I feel all this pent up rage and energy to do something... but I have no idea how to use it. So I'm just gonna rant for the moment so I don't take it out on the people I love. Well, rant's kind of over... but whatever. I'm gonna throw this out to anyone who reads this. Think of every insult you throw, every rude comment you think about a person, every flaw in your character, and do anything in your ******** power to change it. Stop doing the same god damn thing every hour of every day of every week of every year until you get out of high school or college or whatever. Because by that point it won't have mattered. You don't automatically mature as you grow up. You have to change it yourself; and personally, I'm seeing zero growth everywhere. People just stick to their characters and change nothing. It's a shitastic script of flat, static characters.Or people change for the worst, with jealousy and other crap. I mean, seriously... aren't we all told to love our fellow man through one way or another? Through Jesus or through Allah, through Buddha or even simple historical examples like Gandhi? Why the hell can't people see the good in others? Or do they just not care? If that's true... then this world has gone straight to hell.
At any rate... work to better yourself, and take comfort in the fact that I'm working as well to better both myself and the people around me. For I am working, and I always will work until I'm either finished, crazy, or dead. Though most probably don't have to take it that far... know this. I'm an average human being working towards the better of his fellow man... what makes you so special not to?