I don't get it.
It is nothing in particular. I just don't get anything now. I don't get why I am the way I am. The way I feel dependent on others. I don't want to be. I want to be alone. Not alone completely, because I think I would go crazy. The way I become so jealous of others so easily. The way I get so angry. The way I start hating people I don't even know. The way I can cry so easily.
I just... don't get people. Or myself. And I thought that I was the only person that I have ever really known. But I guess not.
The way I am always doubting myself.
Paranoid Love · Thu Mar 18, 2010 @ 07:13pm · 0 Comments |