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Im lost in the void of my own mind
Im so trapped, I cant make a sign
I feel like im under water
So deeply under,it doesnt even matter
I cant breath,Ive gone too deep
All I want to do is sleep the eternal sleep
I open my eyes, I dont like what I see
I cant find the door to set me free
Im fading in and out of my sanity
Im wondering if this is all a fantasy

I try to hold my breath
Trying to steer away from death
I close my eyes, shut them tight
I know that this will be my last night
My chest is bursting; I cant breathe!
Under the surface , im just beneath
Someone pull my hand and set me free.
Please dont leave me, please dont leave me be!
Im so close to the top
Please! I dont want to stop!
NO! Im sinking, help me!
Im fading,......fading away

Im falling from out from out of sight
Falling out from a starless night
I have no wings to help me fly,
So i fall out of an endless sky
The wind is whipping around my face
Even though Im dying, ive found my place
Im soaring among the clouds
They just go all around
My spirits soar high
But my body's falling out of the sky
Going faster , spiraling down
Im so close, i can see the ground.
I knew this will be my final day
Im so happy, the pain has gone away

Now Im close to the ground
I see houses all around
I have forgotten my horrible past
I only have a few seconds to last.
Im only a few feet from the end of my life
Soon ill be under the Reaper's scythe
Im only a few inches from gone
Then,my body, like a bomb
Covers everything in blood
A crimson churning flood
Im finnaly free
free to be me