Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

 
 

View User's Journal

Subscribe to this Journal
Heart of a Kitsune My journal with stuff in it!! ^_^ Let's hope i keep it.


Lux Bellatisima
Community Member
avatar
0 comments
Bleep!
So this is my screenplay for my Storyboard/Graphic Illustration class. In about a month it will be a manga illustrated by yours truly. I will not be taking commissions once I start. Also if you see somethings off like a whole sentence in caps, its cause the program I use to write these things does that, I'm not fixing it.





Int. Airplane in the dead of night lights are dimmed MONA AND NOAH ARE SITTING AN AISLE APART, ENOUGH FOR WHISPERS TO BE HEARD

The majority of the passengers are asleep, with the exception of MONA, a 19-year old racially mixed girl playing on some handheld device. She is wearing trendy clothes that do not look like they go with her personality. NOAH, a male who appears in his early 20's and of European decent. He wears a white shirt with a brown faux-leather vest; he reads a book next to an older lady who is falling asleep as she knits.

MONA

(Muttering to her game)
Tap, tap, tap...tap,tap,tap-tap-tap... Stupid monkeys messing up my rhythm....
Losing the game, MONA looks around to keep from frustrating herself on the flight. She notices the boy the aisle away from her is still awake, too shy to speak she sighs and leans back in her chair. There is a catalog in her lap with the picture of a school, she fiddles with it.

NOAH

(Not looking off his book.)
So, where are you going miss?

MONA

She looks around at first to see who else is awake. Knowing that he couldn't be talking to the older lady, she turns to respond.
Oh me? Uhm.... school. College.

NOAH

You don't sound too happy about it.

MONA

I'm not... it's not where I want to go...

NOAH

So why go?

MONA

If I don't go somewhere I'll be a failure...

NOAH

Your parents’ right?

MONA looks away giving another sigh.

MONA

I always thought I would be brave enough to chase my dreams, have some fun, you know... I don't know.

Noah

I understand. People tell me studying Alchemy is a waste, that I will never accomplish anything with that, but screw them. I'll throw my life away if I want to!

MONA

I don't know of Alchemy... just the stuff I have seen in an anime. Sorry

MONA gives a chuckle looking at NOAH who smiles back.

Noah

You know more than most. Hey- before we arrive at your scholastic prison, wanna
have some fun?

MONA looks at him suspiciously.

MONA

(In an agitated tone)
I'm not that kinda girl, you don't even know my name...

Noah

(Gives a small laugh)
No! Not that! Silly Girl! Okay you're right let's exchange names. I'm Noah.

MONA

Mona. So then Noah, what fun did you have in mind?

Noah

(Looks around for flight attendants)
Follow me.

NOAH gets up from his seat, book still in his hand and points to the handicap bathroom. MONA looks at him for a split second and then follows.

MONA

It's not like I'm going to have any fun where I'm going...


INT. AIRPLANE BATHROOM
The lighting is dim in the bathroom, unlike the seats outside, turbulence can be felt here.

MONA

So now what?

NOAH

I've been studying this book, and I wanted to try it out.

MONA

And you thought here was a good idea?

NOAH

Anywhere is a good idea. I just wanted to do it here!

NOAH pricks MONA's finger before she could protest and flips to a page in his book.

MONA

What gives?! You have no manners!

NOAH shoves the book with a diagram of an alchemy circle in her unpricked hand.

NOAH

Copy this onto the walls.

MONA, no longer asking question copies the circle as NOAH begins to mutter something under his breath, the more they draw and mutter, the more turbulent the plane becomes. The lights start flickering on and off.

MONA

Noah! This is freaking me out I want to stop! (No response) Noah? (No response)NOAH!?


The lights black out and the bathroom shakes furiously. The lights come back on; there is more blood on the walls than MONA had drawn on. NOAH lies on the floor, his clothes blood soaked and an eerie smile on his face, on the bathroom door in front of him reads in blood. "Having fun yet?"

INT. Bedroom. 3 in the morning

MONA is in her bed her eyes wide open. There is a phone by her face; the voice on the other end is quiet too. The voice belongs to a boy named ANGEL. For now all the audience hears is his voice. She hears her step mother, ALANA's tearful screams as she bursts through the door. ALANA is a fair skinned lady with freckles and straight hair. Tears streaming down her face. She shakes the beam of MONA's loft bed.

ALANA

Mona! You have to get down here! Your father is trying to hit me you have to calm him down!
Angel

Mona, don't do it. You know what happens, she'll just get him angrier and he'll go
for you. Stay there.

There is a moment of silence before MONA's father; CALIB's voice can be heard in the living room.

CALIB

(Drunk)
Get out of my daughter's room! Come out here right now!

ALANA

Come down here now and fix this Mona! This is all your fault.

ANGEL

Mona? Listen to me, this isn't your fault. Stay in bed where it's safe. Mona? Mona!!

MONA closes her eyes and takes a deep breath before climbing down the stairs of her bed. She makes her way to the living room, radio playing in the background.

MONA

Dad, please stop... I want to go to bed...

CALIB

Why you standing up for her?! I'm trying to defend you from what she's trying to tell me about you and you're standing up for her?!

CALIB walks up to MONA and continues to yell.

CALIB

She's calling you a slut and you wanna stand up for her?!

MONA

Dad, I just want to go to sleep...

CALIB slaps MONA across the face sending her to the ground. While all this is happening ALANA gives a sigh of relief and goes to her room.

CALIB

Get up.

MONA gets up crying rubbing her cheek.

Calib

Who were you out with today?

MONA

Some friends...

CALIB grabs her by the hair and throws her again.

Calib

Alana said she say you with a boy, why are you lying to me?


MONA

(Through tears)
I wasn't he was walking me home.

CALIB picks her up by the arm roughly.

CALIB

Go to your room. You're not going to school tomorrow; you can clean the house instead. If you have time to be around boys you have time to clean.

MONA makes her way back to her bed, CALIB tripping her out of anger one last time before going to his bedroom.

ANGEL

MONA! What happened?!

MONA

I-I have to go. I won't see you at school tomorrow, I have to go...



Int. hospital room. Christmas Day. 11 PM

Nurses are patiently propping NICKI's legs up as she's about to give birth to her third daughter, NICHOLE. NICKI'S mother is there by her daughter's side, holding her hand. MONA is in the back of the room closest to the door, nonexistent to the others.

NURSE

All right Nicki just a few more pushes.

NICKI

(Screaming)
Get her out!!!!!

Nicki's Mother

I can see her head, you're almost there sweetie.

Nurse
One last push!

MONA's eyes widen as a baby's cries reaches her ears, it's hew baby sister, NICHOLE. The nurses clap and give NICKI her baby. NICKI's mother begins taking pictures. MONA walks past everyone and her eyes meet with her little sister's. They both smile.


EXT. School room building. Sunny Afternoon.

NICHOLE is in a tight circle with, SELENA, a superficial light skinned, skinny, dark haired girl. LOVELY, a tanned, short hair, somewhat taller the rest girl, and YOSHIKO, a Japanese-American girl, well immersed in the anime pop-culture. While the girls are talking, MONA can be seen behind Nichole's shoulder- spectating.

Selena

So my parents left to their trip earlier than expected and I managed to get this out for some school time fun.

SELENA pulls out a bottle of liquor from her messenger bag. All the girls except
NICHOLE giggle. Both MONA and NICHOLE'S eyes widen with a hint of worry.

Yoshiko

I've never had this stuff before; I usually go for more Jack Daniels-type drinks.

SELENA

Hey I just grabbed the first one I saw.

Lovely

(Grinning)
Who's going first?

NICHOLE

Wait a minute guys! We'll get in trouble if we get caught!

MONA

(Her words do not reach the girls.)
Yes! Little sister you tell them!

SELENA

Well then we just won't have to get caught!

SELENA, YOSHIKO, and LOVELY begin to pass the bottle; every time NICHOLE passes it the girls give her a glare. After a few passes the girls are noticeably buzzed. MRS.WILKINSON, walks pass the girls and notices something is wrong.

MRS.WILKINSON

What is going on here?!

The girls throw the bottle to NICHOLE which she instinctively catches.

MONA

Drop the bottle Nic, Drop it!!

SELENA

Mrs.Wilkinson! Nichole brought a bottle from home and we told her we didn't want any part of it- she forced us to!

The two other girls drop to the floor crying.

LOVELY and YOSHIKO

Nic! Why are you so mean! We said it was a bad idea!!

NICHOLE

N-n-no! Mrs.Wilkinson!

SELENA

Then she told us if we told anybody she would make our lives hell!

MRS.WILKINSON

Nichole!! I never thought you to be! You are coming to the principal’s office immediately!

MONA

(Yelling)
IT'S HER STUPID FRIENDS!! TAKE THEM!! NICHOLE! SAY SOMETHING!!

NICHOLE looks to her friends to say something, but realizes they won't. MONA makes for NICHOLE's hand but cannot move. SELENA, LOVELY, and YOSHIKO snicker as the teacher take NICHOLE away.

MONA

Stop sticking up for your dumbass friends!!! They just use you!! Do something!!! DO SOMETHING!

Tears of frustration fall down MONA's face.


EXT. School Room Building twilight, THE SUN IS ALMOST GONE.
Finally able to move, MONA sits against the school building, defeat on her face. Footsteps can be heard and ANGEL, a male in his early 20's with short brown hair and glasses, walks and kneels before her.

ANGEL

Hey.

MONA

I can't protect her.

ANGEL

She can take her of herself.

MONA

You didn't see! They threw her under the bus! They-

ANGEL

They got caught. You're not the only one watching over her. I had ground duty today.

MONA looks up at him with a big smile.

ANGEL

Now let's get out of here.

ANGEL helps MONA up and they walk off.





0 comments
Homework Sucks.
Dear Loser who stole my External Hardrive.

I hate you.

I hope it explodes in your face and unleashes a virus on your computer and it burns of the hand that touched my EH in the first place.

Im redoing all my art homework because of you and Im about to get dropped.
I hope your happy with your selfish a**, and Im sorry you're parents didn't love you enough to buy you stuff and that you are too stupid enough to get a job.

I didnt even want it back.

I just wanted the files.

I hate you as much as I hate my two-faced friends who only talk to me when they want something or nobody else is on.

Thankyu



Lux Bellatisima
Community Member
dev1



Lux Bellatisima
Community Member
avatar
0 comments
Mind Dump
You all suck.



Now that I got that out of the way...

No I'm joking, to an extent.

But anyway.

Im angry, hence why I'm being so mean.

I realize if I act out here I get less attention than most.
And when I act myself I get ignored.

When I act out "irl" *rolls eyes cause that distinction always sounds stupid* I just get called names.
When I act myself, I get ignored or get called names.

I cant win here because Im not a kawaii little girl or scene or epic. I'm just me.
I cant win outside because I'm too different.

Thus this makes me a loser.

Ugh.

I just need to get away from everything.

Goodbye.

If anybody cares.




0 comments
Alittle late but....
Omigod! I seriously thought I was going to have more time!!!! mad
*Ricky Martin in the Background*
Well today is New Year's Eve.
That means….lol I'm not sure a cheap excuse to drink :]
((No not me XP))
But before this years closes tonight, I really wanted to do this.


<3 <3<3


<Scruf.>
I really don't know where to start. Thank you so much for everything.
For coming into my life and giving me all the more reason to smile.
You're my band geek, my AP nerd, but above all your mine :]
I love you my energetic puppy (but I'm not a lazy cat!).
You always, always know how to make me laugh.
Even when it is obvious I don't want to.
:]


<3<3<3


<Lili>
Lili my Lili! You really are one in a million.
You are one of the few people who know me to the point where it scares me.
Though I can't be alone with you (cause you also know how to make me depressed >< wink
LoL
But I've known you ever since freshman year and we always seem to become better and better friends!
I know that as long as you're my bubble buddy, ghetto blaster-er, hippie, and god mother of Antwon
Then I'll be fine.
Thanx!


<3<3<3


<Le Keron.>
OMG Woman.
You *Can't think of words*
I owe most of how my life is today to you.
You took me under your wing and made this freshman the junior she's today.
You're like my big sister, I seriously wouldn't be the way I am if it weren't for you.
You always know what's up with me without even asking (which I hate)
But you never stop worrying and being my bestest buddy.
Thanks for being stupid with me.
<3


<3<3<3

<Kizzathy.>
Sasuke! Kirushi! Blondie! Miss Beckett!
Wow
LoL ^^ Ah, we've been through a lot
We've encountered a bear, suffered major boredom, played DDR til we couldn't anymore, and so much more.
Chik I'm really glad we've been friends.
I really should be thanking the flying condoms :]
I hope we'll have more fun memories this coming year because to be honest;
This year wouldn't have been as great if I didn't know you.
I've helped you in your time of need and you've done the same.
:]



<3<3<3



Chonita!!!
haa.="">
Dude your awesome.
Better than awesome your amazing!
You always told me the truth in the easiest way even when things weren't so easy
You're always there to lift my spirits and take my mind off the bad things.
Some of the funest times I've had where when you'd take us out.
Tell Byron he's awesome amazing too :]
Thankyu for being my protective big sis.
<3

<3<3<3

There are so many other people wo have touched my life this year and some who have always been there. I can't name them all they're so many, but here's a few:

.Cristi, Ely, Maggie, Nidia, Eneri, ,Jimmy, Jorgie, Tino, Edwin, Caren, Hector Jesse, Rene, Luis, Orfa, Juan, Juan., Erik, Ferni, Krystal, Sushi, Luisanna, Geo, Pepito, Gabster, Gill, Brenda Yadira, Janelley, Steph, B-rad, Brit, Choco, Jessy-ma-lyn, , and so many more.

Thank you all so much.
You're all such wonderful people and like a second family to me.
Happy New Years.
<3




Lux Bellatisima
Community Member
dev1



Lux Bellatisima
Community Member
avatar
1 comments
Best friday ever!!!! (So far!!!!!)
Oki cause on friday me and my two friends Lili and Michelle! (we call her Domo >< wink We were at school and it was a short friday so I asked this guy I call scruffy (^_^) if he wanted to go for some boba after his marching band practice finished and he said yeah

so like after he was done me and him and lili, and domo and like 4 of our other friends went to go munch of sushi. then like they had to go back to school because they were gonna go play at an away game and like when we got to school we found so crushed ice on the grass from the justice and law picnic and had a snow ball fight!! XD

then like me lili and domo didnt want to leave and the band director said we could tag along and we were like yaaaaay!!! ^_^

I got to sit next to Scruffy on the way there ^_^ and like it was soo much fun we were like the bands personal drill team (lol we called ourselves the triplets!) and then half time was amazing and since it was the other schools homecoming game
when there band was playing all of a sudden fireworks were shooting up and i got scarred and like Scruffy was right next to me and he was hugging me through the whooooole display! *blushes* it was sooo cute! <3

and like our team won theirs!!! ^_^ it was a close game too everyone was on edge! ^_^

and then like on the way back i fell asleep and like Scruffy hugged me and woke me up when we got home lol

then lil was like how are you getting home and i was like walking and she was like O_O its gonna be 10:30 you cant walk by yourself (cause i live really far) and then Scruffy was like "dont worry, Ill take her" and I was like ^_^ (lol even though I told him it was oki....) but yeah and then it started to rain and like he gave me his jacket and lol i still have it cause he went to Vegas on comeptition and he's like Ill bring you something nice from there oki?

and the best part is he's now my date for the homecoming dance this saturday (which im running for princess!!! lmao as if you didnt know :3)




0 comments
I Broke up with Him for Her
Oki oki don't get me wrong I know it sounds like I liked her and stuff...no It's much much much more different than that.


Oki well where to start?....

We where best friends,the three of us (I would secretly call us the Three Musketteers!), but well to be honest, I had a crush on him the very first day I met him sweatdrop But nonetheless I decided to be his friend above anything else.You know when friendships are good and well and there's not a care in the world when you're hanging out with those you feel comfortable with, why do things need to change? I really did like him...a lot! And I wanted to make him smile everyday, to break him of his habit, to make him know that people cared abouth im, especially me. It worked , but I'm incredobly shy with feelings I could have never told him if it weren't for her. She pushed and pushed gave m that confindence I despratley needed. But I think it was wrong of her to do so. Deep down inside I shoudl have know, she liked lhim just as much as I l did. So when we actually realized we liked each other, wouldn't you think me to be happy?

I really was, I was ecstatic! I mean things like that don't happen to me. People never go beyond liking me more than a friend, it always stops there. I really did like him and I felt bad on the days I couldn't pick up the phone or go out. I really did, but I knew that would get better (thats me Little Miss Optimistic!). So what happened?

I don't want to blame anyone I never like that, it's hurtful. But aside from optimistic, I'm over sensative towards others feelings (So says my lawer ) I saw her sad. There werer times where she couldn't look me in the eyes. She would be mad sometimes and closed off. I knew she had a boyfriend too, but hers was far away. It must've made her felt bad, you know I kinda broke up the Three Musketeers....

I wanted her to be comfortable, I didn't want to see her sad, but I couldn't let him know it was cause of her. I lied to him and to myself. Ilied to everyone saying that it was cause it didn't feel right. I felt shattered...I still do. And out of everyone that I wanted to console me...she didn't. She was on his side.

And at first I thought he needed it more... I was the one who did the deed after all. But she never came and I fell into the background. There was a point where I thought they hated the very thought of me. I couldn't take it it was eating me on the inside. I tried countless times to reach out to the but everytime I did, it would blow up in my face. Before school ended they got together and I felt forgotten.

My heart was broken...Not only did I lose someone I cared about, I lost him too. Summer came and well I didn't have any way to contact them what was I to do?

Our new school year has started and they're happily together (I'm glad but yet it hurts) But now, I tried one last time, and we're on speaking terms (somewhat) It's like she said...I'm happy for them, but I feel like the third wheel. Maybe that's why she seemed down on my birthday (That's when she posted it). I see them happy and all I an do I smil sweetly, I can't frown and I don't think I ever will. I mean I can say I have crushes to appear normal, but you know... they're lies. It hurts me everyday, but there's nothing I can do.


I broke up with Him for Her, but she didn't know and because of it, I'm the one who's alone and loveless




Lux Bellatisima
Community Member
dev1



Lux Bellatisima
Community Member
avatar
0 comments
Wake Up Call
I didn't hear what you were saying.
I live on raw emotion baby
I answer questions never maybe
And I'm not kind if you betray me.
So who the hell are you to say we
Never would have made it baby.



If you needed love
Well then ask for love
Could have given love
Now I’m taking love
And it’s not my fault
Cause you both deserve
What is coming now
So don’t say a word



Wake up call
Caught you in the morning with another one in my bed
Don't you care about me anymore?
Don’t you care about me? I don't think so.
Six foot tall
Came without a warning so I had to shoot her dead
She won't come around here anymore
Come around here? I don't think so.



Would have bled to make you happy
You didn't need to treat me that way
And now you beat me at my own game
And now I find you sleeping soundly
And your lovers screaming loudly
Hear a sound and hit the ground



If you needed love
Well then ask for love
Could have given love
Now I’m taking love
And it’s not my fault
Cause you both deserve
What’s coming now

So don’t say a word



Wake up call
Caught you in the morning with another one in my bed
Don't you care about me anymore?
Don’t you care about me? I don't think so.
Six foot tall
Came without a warning so I had to shoot her dead
She won't come around here anymore
Come around here?
I don’t feel so bad, I don’t feel so bad, I don’t feel so bad


I'm so sorry darling
Did I do the wrong thing?
Oh, what was I thinking?
Is her heart still beating?

Woah oh ohh



Wake up call
Caught you in the morning with another one in my bed
Don't you care about me anymore?
Don’t you care about me? I don't think so.
Six foot tall
Came without a warning so I had to shoot her dead
She won't come around here anymore
Come around here anymore? I don’t feel so bad

Wake up call
Caught you in the morning with another one in my bed
Don’t you care about me anymore?
Don’t you care about me? I don’t think so.
Six foot tall
Came without a warning so I had to shoot her dead
She won’t come around here anymore
No, she won’t come around here. I don’t feel so bad

I don’t feel so bad (Wake up call)
I don’t feel so bad (Caught you in the morning with another one in my bed)
I don’t feel so bad (Don’t you care about me anymore?)
Care about me? I don’t feel so bad.
Wake up call
Caught you in the morning with another one in my bed
Don't you care about me anymore?





0 comments
Doodles!! #11
User Image Onikitsu!!!! ^^ (modernized) ><



Lux Bellatisima
Community Member
dev1


« Prev Set | Next Set » | Home
 
 
Manage Your Items
Other Stuff
Get GCash
Offers
Get Items
More Items
Where Everyone Hangs Out
Other Community Areas
Virtual Spaces
Fun Stuff
Gaia's Games
Mini-Games
Play with GCash
Play with Platinum