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I have an interview tomorrow. Why? I already have the job. Why do I need to go through an interview? Ugh this is unnerving me. I'm so forking nervous and upset and... I think I'm giving myself an ulcer. Also I've found out I have to work on my birthday. For 10 hours. I'm such a hopeless loser.

So I finally managed to snag a copy of Grandia II (a little late, I know). I kinda miss the weapon levels of the first game, and I don't entirely like the new way to level up magic... it's so boring! The graphics remind me of a cross between the original game and Skies of Arcadia. I kinda miss the 2D sprites of the original, though. The story so far is kinda meh... hopefully it'll pick up eventually.

Well, there's my first impressions with the game. I'm only about 5 hours into it so far.

Wow. What a b***h that lady was. She ruined my entire day, and now I don't think I can ever go to a comic convention again without getting seriously pissed off. Not to mention, it was one of the most boring things ever. /yawn/ Yeah it was a total waste of $17 and like 3 hours. Seventeen ******** dollars just to be able to walk around!?!? It's a ******** rip-off. Another reason I never want to go to one again. Blah. ERGH

Spring Break starts Friday. YAY. Friday's also payday. YAY.

I orderd a couple TPBs off the internet and I'll be able to get them when I go home for Spring Break. YAY.

I've been working on my first skin for Comicster. It's Sinister. YAY. Looks quite snazzy if you ask me.

BOO. I have two papers, a test, and a quiz all this week. Damnit. Stupid professors loading us up with work the week before Spring Break.

I haven't made a journaly entry in a while... woah.

Anyway, I got this really cool program to catalogue my comic collection (if you can call it a collection). Now I'm all crazy to get more comics so I can catalogue them and so my "collection" doesn't look so sad. 8D

I really want to fish, but it hasn't loaded for me for months... Damnit I need my fish hats!!!

Also, damn Walagata is getting rid of all its free accounts so my profile page is going to have broken images all over the place until I get around to either editing it or moving the images elsewhere.

I think I'm coming down with a case of school apathy again. Last time was only a couple months ago. Something wrong? I dunno... Or maybe I've just finally realized that whatever grades I may get, they really have no bearing in the real world, do they? I don't think so. But what am I going to do after college? I still haven't figured that out yet. And I can't just quit now 5 semesters into it--only 3 more left including this one. I've come too far to give up now. But also, what in the hell is a degree in art going to do for me in the real world? Absolutely squat, that's what. Am I destined for the starving artist cliche? Or even worse: Rite-Aid? I hope not.

Today in writing, I just didn't care. I just don't care anymore. I don't care to understand the material, I don't care to put effort into anything other than art, I don't even care to eat much anymore. Depression? I don't know, perhaps? I'm not familiar enough with it to diagnose myself. Could one even diagnose one's self?

Nothing interests me much anymore. Video games? Yeah, I love 'em, but I've been playing the same ones for so long, and I have no money to buy new ones. Comics? Eh, yeah they're still awesome in my mind, but I don't get to read them at school since my subscriptions are sent to my house. The internet? It lost its new smell and shine a while ago. Random Photoshop craziness? I'm just not feeling it much anymore...

Really the only thing keeping me at Bethany anymore are my friends. If I wouldn't miss them, I'd transfer to WVUP in a heartbeat. Does WVUP even have an art program? I can't remember... I just want to go home. Most of my friends are going to be graduating at the end of this semester anyway. Oh crap, next year is going to suck.

And you know what's funny? Just the other day my mom was telling me about her predictions--that I would be the only one of my siblings to go off to college and stay there. Funny how I don't want to be here anymore. Oh, she knows--at least I think she does. But she also knows I won't quit since I've come so far.

Wow I rambled. I was expecting this to be just a short entry, but I guess I had a lot to say. Huh.

So I have an essay due Friday, and I'm supposed to have a thesis by tomorrow. I have no idea what I'm doing. Our assignment is to write about the writing process. How forked up is that? Write about writing? It's quite possibly the most idiotic thing I've ever heard of, quite frankly. This is totally going to rock so hardcore in the butt. Yeah...

Also I have a psych lab report due tomorrow. Blah. It makes my brain hurt. I've got all my data and stuff done, I just need to type it up. I think I'll do it tomorrow after lunch in the hour+ I have until lab.

This semester is going to suck.

I officially hate my Writing from Sources class. Seriously. I hate writing so much. Blargh. I went to see Rent again tonight instead of doing my homework for that stupid class. Go me.

I just saw Rent. Words cannot describe how much I loved it! Going in, I wasn't sure how I would react. I normally don't like musicals. But my friend Andrea has been praising this movie up and down. I was apprehensive in the beginning because all the singing was making me uncomfortable, but I quickly got used to it. Can I just say that I found Mark to be absolutly adorable? Gawd that sounded so gay! But it's true... He had a very groovy boyish charm going on that totally turned me on. Favorite scene? The restaurant on the tables, singing La Vie Boheme. ******** awesome. Mutual masturbation? OMFG xd Now to buy the DVD and soundtrack! YAY I have no money!

EDIT: I'm going to see it again tonight! (1-29) YAY.