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I'm supposed to be practicing piano right now, but I don't want to. It's not like I don't like piano. In fact, I love it. But I'm feeling a bit betrayed. It's a little late to complain, and it's not like I could do anything about it in the first place. Either way, I was supposed to have piano lessons on Tuesday. I don't like them too much since they're not efficient enough for me. Mrs. Cramer, my teacher, is really old and easily distracted. I have to be nice, but it's incredibly hard. Getting back on track, when I went to her house for lessons on Tuesday, she wasn't there. We weren't notified. She just wasn't there. I think she had a doctor's appointment but forgot to tell all her students, though it's equally possible that she died and no one told us, though I doubt that. I'm an optimist with a morbid mind. I don't believe myself. But getting back on track, because she didn't do her job as a teacher, I feel I shouldn't do my job as a student. It's some sort of mutual responsibility thingy. Maybe I just won't practice her pieces and do what I want. I've been teaching myself pieces from Josh's Anime Sheet Music [Which has mysteriously disappeared crying ] and I'm alright at those. Some of the other pieces I'd like to do for fun as well. We'll see. I just think it's incredibly irresponsible of her to not tell us she wouldn't be there. I suppose forgetting is a reason, but definitely not an excuse.