There is this person who was in my life, she wont get out of my head, and because of it, I'm in therapy... I'm soo madly in love with her, that I can't even enjoy the relationship that I'm in because I feel soo bad that I can't give the one I'm with my all, because another girl has it... It's odd though, the one I want lied to me, mistrusted me, spread rumors about me, and I'm a very big person on trust... she's been listening to this one person more than anyone else, and I think that might be the problem that is going on... we were fine until she stated to hang out around this person more... and now shes become a very mean person... I feal bad because I could have stopped it... and I didn't... I only infused the two together... Had i known that this would happen though, I would have stopped it...
Embrace your shadows, and they will protect you...
Karien Sucara · Sun Mar 23, 2008 @ 09:49pm · 2 Comments |