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Hospital Hello. I was at a mental hospital for 8 days, and in those 8 days i realized something. I needed help. I have a clearer and more knowledgeable outlook on life. I do not cut any more, I gave up my razor to my parents who quickly disposed of it. I also got rid of my depression, which has been a great weight lifted from my shoulders. To all my friends, I'M SORRY. I realized the error of my ways. I was putting too much on you guys, and I was hurting you. I was blind. I didn't see it until it was too late. I never meant to hurt you but in hurting myself, i was hurting you. I'm truly, truly sorry. I have gotten better, and i have changed. For the better. So i'm asking you as a changed person. Will you give me another chance?

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DarkestSamFuyo
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Commented on: Sat May 10, 2008 @ 04:39am


	raegan i do not wish to call you by your fake name is this situation im not here to yell and im not here to blame you or make you feel bad i want to cry everything ive said has finally reached you and all i want to say is i want to cry but i dont want to cry like the other i did when i had cryed because i couldnt help get help to you this time its because i believe you but i dont feel like i should................something might happen again and i dont feel ready to help it i will take your apology i will think about being your friend again, but maybe you should think of this as a start, because all i can do right now is think

Commented on: Sat May 10, 2008 @ 04:40am


	raegan i do not wish to call you by your fake name is this situation im not here to yell and im not here to blame you or make you feel bad i want to cry everything ive said has finally reached you and all i want to say is i want to cry but i dont want to cry like the other i did when i had cryed because i couldnt help get help to you this time its because i believe you but i dont feel like i should................something might happen again and i dont feel ready to help it i will take your apology i will think about being your friend again, but maybe you should think of this as a start, because all i can do right now is think

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Commented on: Sat May 10, 2008 @ 04:42am


	sorry my compy is messing up it made this twice O_O

Commented on: Sat May 10, 2008 @ 04:44am


	Elizabeth, you don't know how much that meant to me. You are a special person, I promise you. Remember what I said about my promises? smiles I do. And i hoope you do too. You are unique in every way and ii think that is a good trait to have. All i want is for me to set things straight with you guys. The fact that I GOT help. I GOT better. I can see clearly now, and the rode is wide open. I can understand you being worried about something happening, i would be too. I respect that. I respect your decision and i can't change your mind but i do hope you follow your heart. Listen to it. You'll never go wrong.

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Commented on: Sat May 10, 2008 @ 04:45am


	can i call you cause we need to talk

Commented on: Sat May 10, 2008 @ 04:48am


	Yes you can call me right now. I won't get in trouble.

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Commented on: Sat May 10, 2008 @ 08:30pm


	When Izzy told me that you got out and she was giving you another chance, I was confused. I went straight here because I knew you would have left something here for us all to see. I'm going to give you another chance. When your mom messaged me about you being in the hospital I knew in my heart that you'd get better. So I'll see you on Monday at school ok?

Commented on: Sun May 11, 2008 @ 01:40am


	Thank you so much you guys, i promise i won't mess this one up and i'm really glad to have you all back. I've learned alot from all of this and i now see what you were all trying to tell me. I realize my mistake but I promise you i have changed, you'll see biggrin

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City in Slumber
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Commented on: Sun May 11, 2008 @ 10:14pm


	yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay dude you just made me a thousand times happier! It was really a bum to see you depressed cuz youi are really fun to be around. I still wanted to be your friend but it was kinda hard. of course I forgive ju =]

Commented on: Tue May 13, 2008 @ 12:03am


	wade, she never truly hurt you and before you protest think that you didnt have to live with depressed raegan every single day

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Commented on: Thu May 15, 2008 @ 01:46am


	ergh no offen Miruka but you highly annoy me. you can be really selfish and plain rude you know that?

Commented on: Thu May 15, 2008 @ 02:40am


	AND WOULD IT KILL YOU NOT TO GIVE MY REAL NAME OUT!?!?

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DarkestSamFuyo
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Commented on: Thu May 15, 2008 @ 02:55am


	you know maybe if you dont yell at me i might just not give your real age out to the gaia people i was just making a point, kairai was right and before you decide to "beat me" to the gaia people think, im the actual age to be on here

Commented on: Thu May 15, 2008 @ 03:00am


	you know if you wer eto givew my real age out you would have made the most imamture move. Kairai would be veyr VERY mad at you. yes we made up. now maybe you should start being kinder. gawd. people these days.

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Commented on: Thu May 15, 2008 @ 03:05am


	im not through with you do you think i care i do loads of things that make kairai mad and shes still my friend this is just one of those things she wont be very mad at shes been madder

Commented on: Thu May 15, 2008 @ 04:09am


	you know what,Lizzy? your a down right jerk. go awya and leave ma lone gaw

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Commented on: Thu May 15, 2008 @ 04:19am


	hey leave her alone shes going through some things not meaning to blame this on anger of well those things but it might have to do with it anywho dude we dont talk and you seem cool, wanna like be friends(random i know but im kinda looking for more friends) XDDDDDDD

Commented on: Thu May 15, 2008 @ 04:28am


	ZAC! it doesnt have to do with anything >.< jeez anywho, i am pissed and ive been taking anger manegment classes and i took it out on everyone O_O even zac so dont feel like your the only one sorry little dude

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Commented on: Fri May 16, 2008 @ 12:54am


	eh.I dunno. it alright I guess. Kairai told me you were going through hard times and I read your journal and now I udnerstand <=] and i am to so im sorry for being so mean. and fireworks ha ha when I read your comment i cracked up

Commented on: Sat Aug 16, 2008 @ 05:50am


	not enough updates ._.

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