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I don't understand it. My friends see this all the time, but I have no idea what they see in me. All I see in myself are my faults. I'm not pretty or very bright. I'm somewhat violent, I'd rather solve my problems by punching something. However, the people that call me a friend say that I'm pretty(however that isstill debatable...) That I make a good friend, that I can do things well.

How do they see things that I could never see myself? They only see me for days at school, or on weekends, how could they know all of this about me? I do not understand it and I don't know how to. I can't just say "oh that's so sweet, thankyou!" if they say something like that because, I do not believe in it. Because, I don't know it myself. I just can't do it. I think they just try to mkae me feel better about myself. But with all my faults, with all the things I know about myself, how could I?