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so its ok for u to spend all of ur life biching. and whining. and cutting. and all of this. but its not ok for me to have one off night. u freakin cut anda ll this s**t. and u can b***h about what ever u wnat. and u cause ur own ******** drama. but when my creativity gets blasted on the enternet. its not ok for me to have a down night? really? fine! and all this crap about... "break up with me if ur gunna be like this" really? im NEVER ******** LYK THIS WITH YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LET U HAVE UR b***h MOMENTS. AND I TALK YOU OUT OF CUTTING EVER GOD DAMN WEEKEND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! scream

some times!!!!!!!!!! god!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i just get so mad @ u. but i can never tell you. cuz ur sensitive. and i understand that. and i like that quality about u... most of the time. except for times lyk now. i need suport. EVERYONE can tell me to man up. and to take the s**t and get over it. but its my boifriend that hears me out. and lets me have a down night!!!!!!!! im aways so damn happy for you. and u treat me lyk ur sex toy. or a little anger peice of crap thing! i take all this crap! and i take all this........... ugh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i take all ur cutting. and all ur suicide talk. and all ur hornyness. face it. im ur little emotion slave! whatever emotion u wana feel, i help u feel it. u know jst how to ******** with me! and u do.

i love you to death. and i need you. i just dont need this. u dont want me when im not happy? fine. let me go. im done with all this anyway. im ******** curious. i wana know whats on the other side. and im gunna be honest. ur the only thing stopping me from finding out.

this is ur game. make ur move.