Life today is very hard for me. I wish I could go back in time but God made my path of life kind of wave like. I have been making bad decisions of my own and I wish I would have taken them back. I'm such a complicated person now. And I love someone with all my heart and they don't seem to believe me. We argue a lot now because of me. I don't ever mean to hurt him but I constantly am. I wish I could go away forever and make everyone forget me. Life sucks right now but I wish for a lot of things. I hope 2009 will be a better year because I plan to be a better person because from the early part of this year I was myself. Now I'm just a person in the open that causes sooo many problems. I wish I could go away. But what would that do? Tell me. 2008 has been my worst year yet. I have cried over a boy, wished something that I shouldn't have, made a wrong decision, and most importantly, I disappointed many people. I plan for 2009 to:
1. Not fight
2. Being nicer to the people and things around me
3. Focus on the things I need to Focus on
4. Believe in myself more
5. Stop regretting everything that happens
Theres a whole lot more but thats just my top 5
I wish I could re-do this year over again. This year is to depressing. But I have to say I'm sorry to everyone for If I have mistreated you unfairly or given you a dirty look. I hope this new year will be great. No doubts or good feelings I just hope and I will pray. biggrin
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Live Life and Love life in happiness
Life is very confusing and hard but you have to live it your own way. Don't anyone stop you with forfilling your dreams. Live your life a cool way.
Smile because the other side of the tunnel is always going to be brighter in your eyes<3
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I may post my goals for 2009.
I know how you feel.
I always wished I was never placed on this world.
Now I wish I were born at a different time.
Wish I could redo my whole life.
Make the best of this year.
And make a better next year.