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My life is happy right now and I don't want to forget the dates from 6/13-19/09.
Someone that I have loved for so long turned my life around. He said I was beautiful and I blushed not knowing what to say and I said he was handsome. I love him, and he knows that. I felt like someone wanted me for who I was. The whole time I knew that he is my first true love. You never forget your first true love, no matter what age or dawn in time. I love him and him telling me he wanted to marry me someday made my heart feel so good. We always make each other jealous with other people but in the end I think we will be together forever. Yes I have a boyfriend, and I know that. But we will have many boyfriends and girlfriends between us. But he just makes me have butterflies every time I see him. He still says "I love you" to me even though I look like a horrible wreck. This one is special and in the end we will both be happy no matter what happens. He's the one to complete my heart and you may say oh she's should know that you can't love at a young age.. and this is all stupid but we were all in love at a young age so please don't say that im stupid and retarded. this is my life and if i screw it up then its my fault not yours. but you can love at a young age because my parents loved each other at a young age and they have been best friends for 22 years and been married for 15 yrs. So I do believe in love at first sight because we've been through all the pain and jealousy together and we still love each other. His mom goes SHE HAS A BOYFRIEND! WHY DO YOU KEEP GIVING HER HUGS!! he said he couldn't help himself because he loves me and I know he wont hurt me ever again. I hope that the future is bright and everything turns around. I could write a million and one pages on how much I love him but I hope that in his heart he knows for sure that I love him. I know he's hurt me but he had to go through so much to find out he really loves me.. All that pain in jealousy; I hope it turns into a great future. ;]