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THERE ARE SOME PEOPLE ON THE EARTH THAT CLEARLY HAVE A REASON FOR BEING HER... LIKE BEYONCE... SHE ENTERTAINS MEN... AND STUFF.... AND GEORGE BUSH.... HE IS THERE SO PEOPLE CAN MAKE JOKES... AND SO WE CAN FEEL BETTER ABOUT WHAT WE HAVE DONE WHEN WE FINALY CLEAN UP HIS MISTAKES. THEN THERE ARE PEOPLE LIKE MARK.... THOSE ARE THE KIND OF PEOPLE I DONT UNDERSTAND. THOSE PEOPLE REMIND ME OF GNATS. WHAT PURPOSE DO THEY HAVE? I SEE NONE. MARK HAS ALL OF THESE ANNOYING THINGS ABOUT HIM LIKE A GNAT. [[YES MARK... THIS IS ALL ABOUT U]] AND HE THINKS HE CAN COMMENT ON WHAT EVER HE WANTS HOW EVER HE WANTS. MARK.... U ARENT ON MY FRIENDS LIST ANYMORE... UR LUCKY TO BE ABLE TO READ MY JOURNALS ON HERE. THESE ARENT FOR YOU.... SO STOP COMMENTING AS IF WE ARE HAVEING A CONVERSATION... WE ARENT. I POST THESE SO I DONT GET UR STUPID INPUT. IF I REALLY WANTED TO KNOW WHAT U THOUGHT I WOULD TEXT U WHAT I AM SAYING HERE. BUT IM NOT. THIS IS A WAY FOR ME TO GET OUT WHAT IS INSIDE WITH OUT PEOPLE BEING A ******** HEAD LIKE YOU. THERE IS A SONG FOR YOU.... ITS CALLED "bugaboo" THOUGH U DONT LIKE "RAP" I THINK U SHOULD LISTEN TO IT. HOPEFULY U WILL LEARN HOW TO BE A NICE PERSON SOME DAY... AND U WILL LEARN HOW TO GET ALONG WITH PEOPLE. AND HAHA.... GO TO A SLEEP OVER..... AND GET OVER THE FEAR OF RAPEING THE GUY NEXT TO YOU. IM SORRY THAT U HAVE SUCH BAD PROBLEMS... AND I WISH I COULD HELP YOU... BUT PAUL AND ALL THE PEOPLE I KNOW ARE RIGHT ABOUT U... U CANT BE HELPED. AND THERE IS NOTHING GOOD ABOUT U. YOU ARE SELFCENTERED... AND U NEED EVERY THING TO GO UR WAY. THOUGH I WOULD ALSO LIKE FOR THAT TO HAPPEN... I DONT THROW IT ALL ON OTHER PEOPLE WHEN THINGS DONT GO AS PLANNED. I MAY WRITE ABOUT IT... BUT I DONT LIVE MY LIFE LIKE THAT. U NEED TO GET OVER ME. IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN AGIAN. BEING WITH YOU WAS A MISTAKE. AND I WONT MAKE THAT MISTAKE AGAIN. U NEED TO GO FIND SOME ONE THAT CAN TOLLERATE UR "LOVE" FOR THEM. CUZ I REALLY CANT. U ARE ONE OF THE MOST SELFCENTERED PEOPLE I KNOW... WICH IS SAD... CUZ I KNOW A LOT OF REALLY SELFCENTERED PEOPLE. I DONT KNOW HOW U HAVE FRIENDS.... BUT I CAN SEE THAT THEY ARE A LOT LIKE YOU... OR U JUST HAVE PEOPLE THAT U PAY TO BE UR FRIEND... AND SO THEY DO WHATEVER U SAY. I HAVENT EVER MET SOME ONE THAT CAN MAKE ME THAT MAD. AND MAKE ME WANT TO SEND FALMING s**t TO UR FRONT DOOR.... I HAVE NEVER WANTED TO BE SO VIOLENT TO ANOTHER HUMAN BEING. AND U KNOW WHAT. I HATE FEELING THAT WAY. I HATE HATEING YOU. IT TAKES UP A LOT OF TIME. I LIKED IT WHEN U WERE MAD @ ME. I SHOULDNT HAVE GIVEN U THE CHANCE OF TALKING TO ME AGAIN... AND I SHOULDNT HAVE TALKED TO UR FRIEND. I SHOULD HAVE JUST ACCEPTED THAT U WERE OUT OF MY LIFE. THERE WAS NO ONE BUGGING ME... NO ONE ASKING ME STUPID QUESTIONS ABOUT THE BEACH BOYS..... I WASNT ANGRY WHEN WE WERENT TALKING. IT FELT GOOD TO TAKE UR NAME AND ANY CONTACT OUT OF MY LIFE. DELETING UR NUMBER AND CLEARING MY PHONE FELT SO DAMN GOOD. HONESTLY... OVER THE SUMMER I ASKED MY DAD IF I COULD GET A NEW NUMBER CUZ I DIDNT WANT U TALKING TO ME ANYMORE. U MAKE ME SO UPSET. I CANT LIVE WITH IT. IT AMAZES ME THAT U CLAIM TO BE 15 AND YET U ARE SO STUPID. U CANT CONNECT WITH ANY ONE OR ANYTHING. MARK. U DONT HAVE A PURPOSE. GOD MADE U ON ACCIDENT. U WERE MADE FROM THE DEVILS POOP. AS TOURCHER IN HELL HE HAD SOME ON SCULPT A HUMAN OUT OF HIS POO... AND SOME OF HIS SOUL ACCIDENTLY GOT ON THE POO... AND THATS HOW U WERE CREATED. PLEASE.... GROW UP. AND WHEN U DO. GET THE HELL OUT OF MY LIFE... AND STAY OUT