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i want u to taste my pain... and how will i do that? i will do what hurts u the most.... my arm will drip memories of you.... you will taste it. u will take it all in. and u will slallow. when u are done i want to hear how bad it hurt... if u can still feel.

i want u to feel hearts being broken... how will do that? i will set u alone with all of your memories.... all of the good time, and i will rip them from you. your heart will turn to dust in ur chest, and will fill ur lungs to the brim.

i want you to see the sound of crying. and how will i do that? i will place all of the heavyness on ur full chest... i will make it sink into you and u will be over taken with it. you will watch the room turn from color to colorless and there will be no reason to move on.

i want you to hear fear... and how will i do that? i will leave u in the dark, with no one there to save you, and no one to talk to... no one there to do anything with, no one to share a breath with. not one to see... no one to hear... on the sound of fear.

i want you to smell dispare.... and how will i do that? i will take away everything that has ever been good to you... life... food.... light... and i will leave it just out of reach... the stench that will take over is dispare... the sent u bring.. the sent that is always on you. the sent that u can never get rid of.

i want to rid you of pain... how will i do that? i will take away all ur sences. i will leave u with nothing. and u will feel nothing, u will see nothing, u will smell nothing, you will hear nothing, you will taste nothing. and then my dear, maybe then u can be truely happy.