Why was I cursed with such a mind?
Able to contradict everything I think
One time is this; the next minute, that
One thinks, the other kills; the other thinks, one kills
I hate it, it irritates me
I want it gone, Taken away
Anything it takes just to be without it anymore
I don't want it anymore
My mind is clouded; my heart, hollow
I can never think clearly anymore
And I feel transparent, unseen, unnoticed
No surprise there, but I don't want it
As if I really never existed
Maybe I never did...
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Hey, remember that dream I told you about?
That one, the one how I thought I died
But my ghost stayed with you still?
And remember how I think I'm in a lifelong dream right now?
Because, somehow, I ended up in a coma?
Yeah, I think I found the meaning of that dream I had,
The one where I thought I died
Maybe I didn't die in that dream...
Maybe I ended up in a coma
Perhaps that dream I had, was what actually happened to me
How I got hit, but still lived as a ghost
Maybe I'm not a part of everyone's imagination
Then, I guess I really am dreaming of my life
Whether it's a past in the life before the coma or after, I don't know
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With even the faintest of a candle light, there is shadow
As the sun shall rise, the moon will fall
As the moon comes up, the sun goes down
Each opposing the other yet both in harmony
As the sun shall rise, the moon will fall
As the moon comes up, the sun goes down
Each opposing the other yet both in harmony