Right Now I am in a state of breakdown. Full and utmost breakdown.
I don't want any contact about this now or later.
I sign onto my instant message services because it makes me feel natural, normal almost. There is only one person I would be willing to talk to right now and it is not anyone that I've gone to school or church with. Do not comment on this entry, please.
There are so many things that I treasure that are broken, so many people. For once I think I'm on the outside looking in on those people. I have never really been in this situation to this extent in that the people involved are really close to me.
I might just make avatars for a while of myself to calm down or something. I don't know.
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Fragmented Self who wanders through life like a dreamer and wades through the river of dreams as though it were the only truth left in this world
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