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I woke up really happy today. What a releif. I feel so much better than I have this week. Except of course the few blissful moments where people called or wished me happiness. Of course those times were better. Out of these past two days I never thought i would have been this happy right now. Lolz. Yay.

Nothing has been resolved and I'm guessing it won't be for a while. I am not willing to start it and that is a major problem in the whole feat. I already gave my faith and trust and she broke it. She doesn't deserve the curtousy of me starting the patch ^^ No No No she doesn't. Lolz.

Now that I feel so much more relieved I prolly won't need the extra journal so much and can write in here. I don't want to leave all of you hanging. That would be rude. I can't do that to my friends.

I am being better to myself now. I am not going to be afraid to eat ^^ I am not going to be afraid to sleep. I am not going to let her push me down. I am going to get back up on my feet today.

I am happy... somewhat ^^