A empty house and a empty schedule. I am alone.
I am utterly alone. I am completely and most definately lonely. Cani and I don't speak to each other anymore.
That's a friendship i'm sad of losing. Three years of everything we work hard for gone. I even move from my old place sold my business so I could live closer to her and now were nothing. Has for Suicide, we just haven't been on the same page. I just kept avoiding him until he finally stop calling.
Now I sit here, on the floor, in the living room. Alone. I painted the walls sky blue to match the contacts of my eyes. I rearrange the furnitures and still nothing. Nothing but boredom. SO I decide I'm going to get up and dress and head out to town!
I'm young. I'm hip!
Just because I am no longer friends with Cani or Suicide doesn't mean it's the end of the world! I have wallow in self depression for FAR too long!
With that said I got up, dressed and out the door. Now in the middle of a busy town I see crowds and crowds of chattering people. All in individual groups, already set with there friends and family.
Ah look at how happy they look and look there laughing!
NO Kelpie you musten be trap by there happiness you must go out and find your OWN! ---Yes Journal I give myself pep talks.
But not enough pep talk in the world could give me the courage to go up and talk to these people. Some were just out right weird!
Others was stuck up and had the nerve to call me a Noob, as if. Ugh this is worst! This is worst then being alone because now I am stuck surrounded by hundreds of people alone. Only to remind me of the harsh reality my former friends left me in.
Gee.
So I sat by a tree. My safe haven and though I was near people I was still invincible that is until someone tap my shoulder.
"Hey can I sit here?"
"Surrre." I said softly.
It was a boy ...in a suit ...with a briefcase.
Nice :3 but he was sweet and so he sat next to me. At first we sat in silence. I begin to divert my attention to a couple not far off having a interesting conversation about how utterly alone one of them felt and how everyone human suck.
Well it made me giggle because the girl, who was complaining about how humans suck, contradicted herself by saying humans suck because they have emotions. Which the guy was arguing how she is a hyprocrite because her hate is an emotion and she hate herself. EVEN though she made herself appear as the only human who was self righteous.
I giggled amuse by the convo.
"She's a freak" sad the boy next to me.
"Ah that she is. Ooh If I knew something like this was going to happen
I would have made a picnic basket and brought it. "
"Yeah stuff like this always happens here, though it can become very boring after awhile."
"I can see how that can happen. So I'm guessing you come here often?"
"Yeah only because it can be very boring sometimes doing the same stuff everyday."
"Yeah my two friends dump me...so I've been stuck in this rut of nothingness"
"Ouch...well...you wanna hang out tomorrow?"
"Sure! You wanna go to my place I'll uh make lunch" ^_^
"Okay."
We exchange information and he said he would meet me tomorrow at my place at 2pm. Now Journal I didn't expect him to actually do it you know actually come. So to not make a idiot out of myself I didn't cook enough for two...I made a sandwich and tuna salad enough for one. And whatta ya know he came. On time too! I can apperciate that in a fella. biggrin So for the next two weeks we hung out, watch movies together and chat.
He was like a new Suicide.
But better.
Better because he wasn't Suicide. He was my new little bro. Which I made official by telling him, or demanding which ever you prefer that I am now his older sister and with a smile on his face he nod his head and said.
"Okay"
Now the beginning of the third week my littleless lil bro was very busy and a new beach had just open up. I wanted to go with him so we can check it out together but instead I put on my rainbow bathing suit, grab my picnic basket and decided to go by myself.
Now I went there and set up my food area not to far off from the waters. Up ahead now was a huge crowd running away from a person. Munching on a cookie I try to see what they were running from and with a huge smile I drop my cookie wipe my mouth and got on my knees has I stare at a muscular woman. She wore pigtales and had one small eye with one big one. She even had a unibrow. She wore a scandolous hot red revealing dress and carried a black purse with her.
"I am so sexy" she said.
"Get away from me you tranvestite!" yell a random beach goer.
"YOU KNOW YOU WANT MEH!" she yell back. A dude who was standing next to her frown and groan in disgust.
"We don't even know what you are"
"GASPS how can you NOT tell! I am a SEXY FEMALE"
Giggling I said "Of course you are all the signs are there"
She smile at me please she had someone on her side.
"I'm shock at you" he says turning to me "how can a pretty woman like yourself be amuse at such a disgrace?"
"Disgrace! Look at her--she's absolutely SMEXXI!"
"Maybe I should give him a lap dance so he can change his mind" said the female.
"You betta not--"
"Oh look he's full of anticipation make it worth is while!" I scream
"Don't you dear come near me you man whore--" he said running away
"DON'T RUN! She LOVES A CHASE!" I yell
"COME HERE BABY!"
XD
After 45 minutes of pure toture for the guy both her and I was was shun from the rest of the beach goers till we only had each other and a few new comers who didn't know what was happening.
Laughing I said "You were amazing!"
"Thank you. I'm surprise you didn't tease me or try to harrass me"
A few seconds went by without a word being said and looking off I replied
"You just...reminded me of...a person is all." She smile not really knowing what I was talking but continue on anyway.
"Yeah, I dress this way on purpose too see people reaction. There's alot of stuck up people here"
"So I'm noticing. I'm Kayasha by the way"
"Sexy Annushaka" she said reaching out her hand so I can shake it. "Emphasize on sexy."
This was GREAT! I found a girl who was care free, light hearted and had a GREAT sense of fashion and looks! Why she reminded me of an old Cani.
Only Better.
Better because she wasn't Cani and dare I say...
a better Karbie ???
o.O'
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